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Title: hongkong

ah, where should i start ?
i dont know.
well ,

25/11/08

didnt slept. and met tyler with his lancer outside my place at 4.35am
drove to changi airport terminal3 and waited for Kaist.
blablabla, check in passport and check inventory.
then when checking our bags, i was called up fopr checking O.o
then they check my body and -.-

well, went inside the airplane
sit in the middle of 2 3t1 people.
on my left is asyraf and my right is a tamil girl.
lol, i dunno her name =D idc.

disturb disturb disturb.
disturb disturb disturb.
disturb disturb disturb.

met with tour guide after reaching hongkong.
Mr Burt and Mr Sim. LOL.
BIRD BIRD BIRD BIRD
BIRD BIRD BIRD BIRD.
lols =x

took lunch and went for our 2nd destination.
Went to the Old Folks home. named helping hand, i guess.
took pictures, but cant transfer -.-

after that, went to victoria peak.
the mountains, the scenery.
its all so dam beautiful.
well, we went into wax museum.
took pictures again but cant transfer -.-

it all went dark by 6pm.
their 6pm is like our 9pm darkness
wow =D
and saw two lesbians at the peak LOL

then went for dinner at a mosque.
gina tried to kill me using pepper >.< lol ="x" eavesdrop ="D">

26/11/08

2nd day, tyler woke me up.
still sleepy. too bad anyway.

went for breakfast which turn out to be non-halal.
well, i dunnno. so wont hurt me in my way.

hmm, went to Aberdeen Technical School
and have a tour in the school and chat with the students
they got study graphical communication, so coool
hahaha.

after that went for lunch and then went into URA gallery.
its so bore-ing.

well, after that, went for shopping spreee .
wakakakakaka.
bought, 2 shirt and one vest with hood =D.
no regret =D
but pokkai. LOL

then go for dinner then go avenue of the stars
had a night display of lights ? LOL
dusturb yenyen aka tenyen LOL.
she pinch and slap me. ouch.

went back into hotel and slept.

27/11/08

woke up. bath. and found tyler and shaun awake O.O
ate breakfast with the 3t1 malay guys.
such jokers. LOLS. very funny.

hmm, then went for hongkong tourism board.
errr, boring much ? dun understand =D
disturb tenyen again LOL

went for lunch and DISNEYLAND!
hehe. but got class -.-
from 2 to 5, class of animation.

only like one part of the class ,
the show =D
LOL. so dam funny . gogo donald duck!

from 5 onwards,
shaun, tyler, annabel, shevon, gina, tamil girl, yenyen and me went together for the rides.
haha, 1st ride, rollercoaster =DDDD

weeeeeeeeeeeee, scream for fun =D
hahahahahaha.

then went for buzz lightyear shooting.
BANGBANG lOL.

went for go-kart.
aaaa, cant drive by myself .LOL
took a car with gina. and crash on the track with her. hahahaha
stupid person infront so fucking slow.

went again for coaster =DDDDDD
sat beside yenyen and she so quiet.
hahahahahahahahahaha.

then went for winnie the pooh tour.
took pictures of him. funny =D

then went for the cup swirly thingy. lol lol lol.

then went for night display of fireworks.

had dinner
and went back to hotel.

had fun back in the room and act gay LOL LOL LOL.
and that night.
played the song, Leave out all the rest by LinkinPark.
and the flashbacks hitting back on me.
i just cant forget about you.
tears dropped on my cheeks.

luckily, shaun and tyler didnt see.

and slept in between those 2.
on the floor. squeeezy. but can still sleep.

28/11/08

well, woke up and bath.
didnt eat breakfast and went free-roaming.
check out first and went out

accompanied the group to eat breakfast
but i didnt eat anyway.
went for lan gaming. LOL
then shopping~

thx ahfen, thx gina. for the pressies.
but i pokkai >.<>

yummmmmmmm full =DDD

went back to hotel and play psp.

went to airport and check in.

at the airplane, went siao.

hahahaha. but i sat beside an old man O.O

came back to singapore at around 11 reaching 12.

came back home at 1+ and slept.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

argh, i dunno why i remembered you.
but i wanna forget already.
i cant turn back to you.
i just have to accept this fact and move on.

like in the song,
keep you head up, the colours are beautiful

Title: 24/11/08

well, things went wrong. but nvm. lets move on.

this is the night before my trip to hongkong. will be back on the 28th nov. cya!

Title: crawling back to you.

21/11/08

a simple song to my blog. that explains me now.

[ Three Days Grace - Running Away ]

I'm thinking to myself
That I've done something wrong
That I've crossed the line
Have you found out this time
What led you to believe
It's only you and me
Do you see it in my eyes
Have you found out this time

You see right through me
Cause you're running away
You keep turning your back on me
I tried so hard
But you're running away
Please dont turn your back on me

I'm drinking by myself
And oh, I'm going down
But will you pick me up
Will you leave me on the ground
I led you to believe
It's only you and me
I can see it in your eyes
That you found out this time

You see right through me
Cause you're running away
You keep turning your back on me
I tried so hard
But you're running away
Please dont turn your back on me

Don't just turn and walk away
I can learn from my mistakes
Don't throw everything away

You see right through me
Cause you're running away
You keep turning your back on me
I tried so hard
But you're running away
But you're running away

You see right through me
Cause you're running away
You keep turning your back on me
I tried so hard
But you're running away
Please dont turn your back on me

[ END ]

please dont turn your back on me.
i know i've been a jerk last night.
deperate times calls for desperate measures ?
nah, i have fallen into my own suicide.

last night was even thinking of suicide,
dude, where did you get this freaking ideas from.
it just pop into my mind.
well, suiciding, is a stupid thing.

girl, its up to you to decide.
i've to say is i can wait.
you can be a butterfly, just dont go away from me.
let your feelings develop and expand,
cause you really meant everything to me.

you are like the only girl that really touched my feelings,

that actually do care about me.

edited@3.09PM

yeah, i respect your decision and following it.
no, its not because of wad you decide, its what i've decided.
i meant like, im still young,
i dont have a job. im just a 16 year old KID.
yaaa, i refer myself as a kid,
at least this KID, know whats best for a girl.

hmm, before reading her blog,
i've predicted what she would say,
and yeah, most of it is true to my prediction.

i've prepared for the outcome,
and i plan what to say, which i've been finding out last night.

last night, sleepless. didnt slept.
kept on thinking, kept on flooding.

its just another situation. or should i say, dejavu.
its like im a spare tire for girls.
like, wtf dude, getting yourself into troubles.
dam dude, stand up for yourself for your freaking sake.

yea, that dude is me. i gotta stand up for myself.
if i knew what was happening before, i will stand up and give face.

well, ira. i wasnt referring that to you.
that was just my past, really.
you are good. a one of a kind.
one in a million.

yeaah, good to know you have made your decision.
good to know you wont regret.
i really want to know the truth. and its revealed.
im glad, really. the truth is better than a white lie.
find yourself a great guy in the future. =D
and to that guy, you better treat her good,
and understand her.

well, goodbye for now =D
its good that everything is back to normal now.

Title: screaming.

20/11/08

deleted the other post today
its like , meant nothing.

well, while im reading her blog, im listening to [ Yellowcard - only one ]
tell me, i didnt lose you now.
like i said, im willing to wait.
we dont need to be like steady, we can be like frens.

feelings are meant to be developed.
and it can also fade away.
but i dont wanna give up now.
its just too soon.

i can give you time.
yeah, you can be free.
yeah, you can mingle around.
doesnt mean liking me, you cant mingle around .

argh, who am i kidding. i cant tell her what to do.
im not her. i cant go around forcing her .

you dont need to hook up on me now.

oh dam, i just cant think..

let the music speak for me.

here goes,

[ Yellowcard - Only one ]

Broken, this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you, so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go, so dishonestly
Leave a note, for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

[ DONE ]

screaming my lungs out

all i can say, i can wait.

edited@6.49

im here to let you know, i dont hate you.

Title: suprise!

19/11/08

suprise? for who? for what ?
SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

its for that someone (:
thats what i can say.

maybe she knows?
maybe she doesnt?
which way it turns out , i dont care.
i will still go for it =D
thats my determination.

today, will be going for the hongkong briefing.
and later on go out with ira(: yeaaaah.

heehe.
updates later on =D

edited@6.28PM!

=D, back home =D

well, waited for the hongkong thingy
and it lasted like 5min O.O
folo shaun,tyler and ahfen to eat prata.
taking our time to eat =x LOL
then i make my way to woodlands =D

hahas, waited for her for 1hour+
well, i dont mind. cause im used to wait for 4hours and that person didnt show up =.="
well, yeah. something caught up and went to cck .
wait for her, =D

i was still thinking , how am i going to ask her and all these >.< lappie ="DDD,">.< ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ i had to do what i want to do. i ask her, with all my might, and i got myself tonguetied >.< >

edited@8.12PM

seriously, i felt so touched.
nah, you didnt dissappoint me. i've dissappointed myself.
i really really wish the best for you.

and yeahh, slappable ? LOL

yeaaah, i knew you need time.
therefore, for now, you want to be free,
you want to be single. yeaaah, you can.
i respect your decision.

its good for me to know that you want to accept me =D

how about, we remain single .
know each other more.
and yeaaah, when you want to be in my arms again.
im just a call away. =D

just do me a favour, dont think too much yeahh . =D

ps, i love you.

edited@9.19PM!

we really like to chat through our blogs ar ? =D
hahahahahas.

if in the future, you were to reject me?
i will keep that in mind.

i will do my best, to avoid it.
i will do my best, to be with you.
cause you mean everything to me.

you know, i love you.
and i really meant that.
=D

Title: can i have this dance ?

18/11/08

since this is her blog song, and im addicted to it. so yeaah.

but shhh, im addicted to you more :3 x33333

[ Can I have this dance ]

Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine
And let the music be your guide

Won't you promise me
Now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget
We'll keep dancing
To keep dancing
Wherever we go next

It's like catching lightning, the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feelin' the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on gettin' better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you through it all

And you can't keep us apart
Even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart
Cause my heart is
Cause my heart is
Wherever you are

It's like catching lightning, the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feelin' the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on gettin' better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Oh, no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be

It's like catching lightning, the chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It's one in a million, the chances of feelin' the way we do (way we do)
And with every step together, we just keep on gettin' better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance

[ END! ]

It's like catching lightning, the chances of finding someone like you
yeaah, i guess, we caught that lightning
and make thunder to our hearts yeah ? =D

Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you through it all
~~~~~~
dont be afraid, im here =D

hahas. yeaaah, i listen to the song you gave me last night.
and yeaah, i did cry. but shhh. im a man LOL

Now wont you promise me , we'll keep on dancing ? =DDDDD

updates later =D

hmm,
updated@12.52PM

she cant wait for my update, =x so here it goes.
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
hahahaha, she may have won round1. but i will make a comeback for round2.
and guess wad, a poem is hitting my head now.
but just cant catch the words. =x

tmr, we are like planning to go out~
and yeaaah, i cant wait =D
seriously, i cant wait, i cant wait to see you.
i want to find you, i want to see you.
i also want to hear your sweet voice again

hahaha. yeaaaah(:
i got a suprise too. but i think she knows it =X
hmm, maybe its better that way. haha, i wont change my mind.
if i dont do this now, the risk of losing her may increase >.<>

>.< dunno ="D">

edited@5.02PM

hahas, well its round2 for us! *dingding*
well, its a challenge who can make a nicer poem >.<
and i lost the 1st round >.< eeeee.
but what im writing now, it may not like a poem.
but its how i really feel =D

here it goes~

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[ START! ]

I feel so crazy,
I think i have you in me.
Your looks caught me offguard
Your sweetest smile got me hypnotised
you're my addiciton and i love it
and i dont want it to stop.

My heart inside is trying to shout it out
to let you know, I dont have any doubts.
Its trying to say,
that you are very special and unique.
Different from the rest
Better than the others.

You are caring unlike them ,
you are always there unlike them.
I feel so touched by your actions.
even if you think you did little.
for me, you did lots.

Its like the first time ever,
I ever felt that someone care about me.
You've brighten up my path,
guided me through it as well.
Now i wish i dont lose you,
cause you really mean everything to me.

Days passing by, by knowing each other better.
To let you know, every second we spent together,
I've been treasuring it in my heart forever.

I wanna be there for you.
I will go over mountains for you.
You know how hyper am i,
so you will know i wont stop.

I wanna be there right by your side.
So when you need me,
u can turn around and hug me.

We were both strangers before,
and had a difficult past behind.
Therefore, I make a promise to you.
That I wont hurt you.
And if I were to break your heart,
you can call me insane and inhuman.
Maybe because I deserve it.

But truly , from my heart,
I
Love
You
Ira, sayang~

[ END! ]

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=D, yeah. thats about it =D

Title: right here, right now. for you

17/11/08

=D hey , dont forget what i said last night. i meant it =D
~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~

[ Right here , right now ]

Hmm, yea
Hey yea

Can you imagine?
What could happen?
If we could have any dream
I wish this moment
Was ours to own it
And that it would never leave
Then I would thank that star
That made our wish come true (come true) oh yeah
Cause he knows that where you are
Is where I should be too

Right here, right now
I’m looking at you and my heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything

Right here, I’ll promise you somehow
That tomorrow can wait for some other day to be (to be)
But right now there’s you and me

A question forever, what could be better

You already proved it once, but in 2001 (Ohhh)

And in 23 hours, were dancing the universe
Cause we if have everything (everything), in our whole world changed
And did you know that where we are (where we are), will never be the same
Oh no (oh no)

Right here, right now
I’m looking at you and my heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything

Right here, I promise you somehow
That tomorrow can wait for some other day to be (to be)
But right now there’s you and me

Oh we know its coming
And it’s coming fast
(As long when there’s you and me) (Oh yeah)
So let’s make the second last, make it last!

Right here, oh right now
Yeah, I’m looking at you and my heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything

Right here, I promise you some, somehow
That tomorrow can wait for some other day to be (to be)
But right now there’s you and me

You and me
You and me
Oooh you and me
But right now theres,
You and me

[ END! ]

~~ will be updating more soon =D

edited @ 1.59pm

its you girl~ its you im thinking about . =D
i dunno , but im crazy for you . =D
even if its just a few days knowing you.
i really enjoyed being with you. and these days, im more than happy =D
hahas.

Right here, right now
Im lookin at you, and my heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything.

yeaah, thats from the song. and its also the truth =D hahas.
so lets make this second last.
can i have this dance ? =D

we have problems like others, but without support we will fail.
therefore, i'll be your support, your pillar of strength , always . =D

edited @ 10.19PM.

hahas, she wants me to update O.O

since she will be reading, i want her to update too ! =D

basically, i know you need time. and im willing to wait.

i promise you, i will be there for you.

i promise you, no matter what happen im supporting you.

you know , i really love you =D

even if its just days . we really had much in common.

i just thought of not rushing into a relationship.

cause from what i have experience, rushing into a relationship is suicide.

it will be like 2 or 3 weeks of being together and then then be separated.

that, its what i dont want.

i feel like , you are special from the rest. very unique.

and i dont wanna lose you.

i rather use the time to know you better, than going for that suicide.

so its not only you who needs time.

its us. we need time to know each other more.

then when we go into relationship, we will like wont have any doubts.

well then, theres something i still have yet to say.

im very very sorry about just now.

i said the wrong things didnt i.

i am very sorry.

i have to say , i love you.

Title: She's flying effortlessly

16/11/08

hmm. woke up and bit my tongue LOL

hmm. yeaah, we need time =D
patience and perseverance.
dont worry though =D

all i can say, is that im here for you =D
so dun feel guilty yea.

hmm, just came back home from movie =D.
hahas. its short notice and met syahirah to watch movie =D.
hahas. she look beautiful today and she got me tongue tied =D
actually, was suppose to meet her at woodlands.
but due to some unforeseen obstacles, we met at admiralty.

hahaha.at admiralty, she went wrong platform with her koala bag =D LOL .
hahas, so from admiralty went to bishan.
we like walk around bishan and get to know each other and better =D .
watched Madagascar2 : Escape to Africa.
funnn =D

eat at mac and accompany her back.
from bishan back to admiralty.
and admiralty back to ang mo kio.

so for the day.
from ang mo kio to woodlands to admiralty to bishan to admiralty to ang mo kio.
haha.
and yeah. waiting for bus to go home.waited for empty bus.
the buses were like full.
aaaa. 25,73,74,76,132 and 165 .
all can go my house . all full.
haha. 25 passed by 3 times.and took the fourth one. haha. =D

so now at home. happy =D

[ Ne-Yo : Miss Independent ]

well, for that person ~
i will be there for you and will try to understand you more (:

Title: ...................

14/11/08

woke up and chatted with nora and twinniebiskut. LOL

but most of the day , eventhough im chatting with them.
my mind was drifting~
to wherever it may leads.

i just lost myself.
im sorry if im harsh.
its just the truth.
i cant say anything. but im sorry.
and all the promises. yea, i wanna keep it.
but since you wont give me the chance to prove myself.
then how will the promises be fulfilled?

well, i dun care already.
given up.

i will go my own way and forget you.
yeah, thats the way the cookie has crumbled.

Title:

Shijing and Shaun ask me to do this quiz.
so yeah, here it goes.

1. What is you CCA?
- Cabin Club

2. Would you fall in love with a girl older than you?
- Nope

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
- Nope

4. What will you do with a billion dollars ?
- Mansion! , Handphone! , Swimming Pool!, Electric Guitar!, aim for 2billion dollars!

5. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend ?
- eeeeeee . no

6. Which is more blessed ? Loving someone or being loved ?
- Both together are very blessed.

7. List out your favourite band
- My Chemical Romance
- BBMAK

8. If the person you like is secretly attached, what would you do?
- Forget about her and go with the flow.

9. Is there anything that made you extremely happy?
- Definitely

10. What makes you angry?
- No money.

11. how would you see yourself in 10years time ?
- a 26 year old with a career.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you ?
- Family & Friends.

13. What is the most important thing in your life ?
- err, the wristband from camp as part of memory =D

14. Would rather be single and rich or married but poor ?
- Rather be married and poor .

15. What are you favourite colours ?
- Black, White and Lime Green.

16. Would you give it all in a relationship ?
- Yea, if not then regrets will be waiting.

17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick ?
- The one that care about me more than the other.

18. Would you forgive & forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done ?
- Guess so , yeah .

19. What do want to tell the person you love ?
- nothing cause i dont love any =X . hahas, if i do then it will be , ily and i'll be there for you.

20. What type of person will you fall in love with ?
- Not fat. Caring, funny. Aint jealous and childish =D

The 5 people that is gonna do this quiz :

- Goujun

- Zubaidah

- Yasmin

- Charina

-Kak Zee

Title: CAMP! =D

11/11/08

DAY 1!

hmm, day 1. shaun and annabel cant make it.
so Me, Tyler, Shahirah,Shevon,Nadirah and Mazidah went for the camp.

Met up with Shah, Nad , Tyler and Maz at amk and went straight for sembawang.
reached. stop. wait at mac. eat at station.
bully jiewen.
Met up with other schools and went to the bus station.

i thought its like, they provide bus for us to go to the campsite.
but in the end is we take bus with them at the station.
THE BUS WAS FULL =x lol!

reached there. went in the campsite and stand at the carpark for few min
got to know the group number and we are separated.
Syah-Group3, Shah and Maz-Group1, Nad-Group8, Tyler-Group5 and Shevon-Group10.
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

went into auditorium and find out groups.
saw mimi and nora and they are in group4 . side by side. LOL
suhada in group7 and Ain was in Tyler's group. lol

Got into groups and introduced ourselves.
Firstly there was like 1 girl and 4 guys (includes me)
i was like. O_O thats all ? aiyo.
sat and laid against the wall and used handphone.
disturb nora,mimi,suhada and tyler.
lol lol lol lol sorry, very bored la.

we play a few games and other half of the group came.
so we have 9 people on the team! and 2 volunteers with us! that makes us 11~
People of the group, Syah,JunHao,Kevan,Francis,Joan,Aisyah,Iffa,Wanshi and Ashiddiq.
With 2 volunteers, Saraniah aka Adidas =D and HuiJun aka rabbit. =D

got the name tsavorite which is a blue jewel that sprakles brightly.
and we name it TESTALIZING TSAVORITE.
as in its very nice / delicious =D LOL

came up with group cheer
and play team games!

one of the games was like blow 30 balloons and make it into a cube O.O
we did it of course with our skillful JunHao. haha

yeah, we play and play and went for lunch. and play ice breaker.
its like. we are bonded. LOL
and there was once i lost in a game ?
have to do forfeit with a group of people.
and the forfeir was to spell mississippi with your BUTT.
LOL! yeah i did it. and heard laughter. but i dun care =D its funn =x
then went for bath and dinner and night games.

night games was a disasterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr yet, FUN! FUN! FUN! LOL
ran with the group here and there
but side by side with JunHao and the group behind. LOL
sorry la, i hyper =D

ohya, we oso got our Glam Cham Theme.
and it has to be about TAKING INNITIATIVE.
and story line goes like this , - Once upon a time , there live an old lady in a hut in the jungle.
LOL. and next thing i know is Tarzan and Jane. LOL

so we decided who are the actors and scenes =D.
after that we went sleepsleep.

12/11/08
DAY2!

okay, day 2. woke up with the whole dorm guys. and went for bathing~
bath bath bath. eat breakfast and stone there O.O

went for next activity! TELEMATCH!
hahahahas. funfunfun.
1st game - tie ropes around the legs in the TEAM not pair and try to kick balls into the bench.
haha =D
2nd game- Tug-Of-War!. haha, no kick la. we won against other team =D
3rd game- Went up to 2nd storey and had 3 random games.
one was like, decode 3 sentences by changing numbers and letters.
2nd was like, blow 10 balloons and POP them!~ =D
3rd was like , as a group , transfer 2 hullahoops from start till end.
4th game- Blindfold. waited for more than 30min for other group to come as that station is a challenge against teams.waitwaitwait and nvr turn up. so we play lo. finish quite fast though =D
5th game- have to turn 10times around with a stick, go up the slope by crawling and throw 3 bags into buckets. hahaha =D fun .

But there are 10games and have to be completed in 2hrs.
since we wasted our time waiting for other groups. we lost eventually.
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww , but we had fun yeah.

came back and had lunch. and went for trekkingggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.
wooohooo. but in bus so bored, slept . LOL
took bus to mount faber at harbourfront and walk up the mountain. lol
its funfunfun! and i was handicapped.
a challenge was given to tie ropes around my legs. but still, im ahead of my people =x LOL
2.45pm took picture with the tree O.o haha. [ pics will be updated ]
and the objective of the trek is to win tokens! and these tokens can be used for bbq food!

went back to campsite and shower.
thought of our theme and decided of our actors and actress.
Syah!- Lead Monkey
Kevan!- 1st Monkey
Francis!- 2nd Monkey
Ashiddiq!- 3rd Monkey
JunHao!- Hunter
Joan!- Narrator
Iffa!- Fairy princess
Wanshi!-Daughter of lady.
Aisyah!- OLD LADY =D
LOL! LOL! LOL!

kay, the act of the play was that.
the daughter and old lady fought with each other.
old lady heartattack. and daughter ran for help.
1stMonkey,2ndMonkey and 3rd Monkey came and disturb the old lady. LOL
then Lead Monkey try to save the old lady by CPR.
Fairy turn Lead Monkey back into Human.
But wad turn the Human into the Lead Monkey.
Well, 20years ago, the Human killed 4guys and turned into the Lead Monkey.
LOL! it doesnt sounds funny.
but the video is taken.
and the video will be shown here after i received it =D
A MUST WATCH COMEDY =D

hahas.
we went for bbq and bet our token for chips and drinks
100tokens for chips and we got it =x LOL!
but drinks, hais. we cant bet on it. oni got 165 left. and the other group bid like 200? awww
last item was a mystery gift. and all groups wanna spend all of its tokens.
haha. we donated 5tokens for the group that wanted to buy the gift and they got it . saved by our 5tokens? lol and got 2 sweets >.<
LOL .

After bbq, we went for glam champ. and saw alot of funny acts .
funn funn funn. =D

after the glam champ. bed time! LOL
but we are not in bed.
saw nora at 3rd storey and ask her whether she want her piggyback.
so she accepted and i carried her up to 4th floor and she gave me a present =D LOL

didnt sleep for the whole night.
was up talking and talking and talking.
making jokes and talking about guys' main subject LOL.
slept at 5am. woke at 6am
and bath!

13/11/08

DAY3!

So yea, slept at 5am and woke at 6am. and bath!
and went to sleep! lol. woke at 7.40am and went down for breakfast.
wow, my group is there already =x haha.
ateate and invent my new porridge for the instructors .LOL!

went into auditorium and did some fun.
have to write good comments to teammates ? yeaaah. but i dunno LOL.
and ya, we paint our mugs. and i left it in the canteen cause its eeee. LOL

and yah, at the end of the day, we took pics. and exchanged contacts.
and yeap, at the end of the day we got the comments written by our teammates.
so here i got mine.

-From Iffa,
SYAH; [ haha!monkey~]
you're a super hyper person. Funny too. Nice meeting you. lOls(:

-From Adidas(instructor)
Monkey(Syah)
Vampire, you are always making the group laugh and you manage our group well(:. You have that natural talent of a leader in the club.

-From Kevan
Syah is a very active guy in this group.

-From HuiJun aka rabbit (instructor)
Our dearest Monkey!! Great act during glam champ.
Funny & enthu guy! Thanks for bringing laughter & joy to the group.
Continue to make people laugh & bringing a smile to their faces.
Oh ya, pursue your acting dream too.
Go,Go,Go ... (:

-From Francis
Syah
~.~ you are very active and always funny.
O.o you like to draw this

-From Wanshi
Syah:
is a very active and creative member in this group.

-From JunHao
Syah aka O.o aka buttboy aka Monkey
umm. you simply leave me speechless!
You're an entertaining person.
It's great working with you ! (:

-From Ashiddiq
Syah , Good of becoming a leader and funny too
Hope to see u again (:

-From Aisyah
Syah,
It seems you're a jokey but never ever stop to disturb a person.
But you are too attentive to others.

-From Joan
Syah, you play the monkey very well.
you are funny and a great actor too!
nice to meet you (:

hahas, yea. Nice to meet you guys too.
Junhao! its great working with you.
we are both skillful! LOL!

yeah, thats about it. and the pictures will be uploaded soon with the VIDEO =x

Title: Movie : 007!

09/11/08

today woke up at 9. and play lappie as usual.
didnt check handphone. O.o
woke shaun up at 1.
got bathe , dressed and went out to meet shaun and ahfen.

at the busstop saw muhd and his sister O.o
from far away, his sister looks like rabia LOL
in the bus, jokejokejoke. and went down to hougang mall .

met shaun and ahfen and made our way to tampines.
watched Quantum Of Solace 007.
okok ar, can undersdtand most part of the story.
basically, they want is revenge.
shoot shoot bangbang lol.

walked around the mall and caught another 2 eye LOL
but heck, not interested =D =D =D

went back to hougang mall . and play pool.
yeaaaah, i sux. lost to shaun 4-1.
me noob laaaaaaa.

after that, split our way back home.
1st in line to wait for the bus ? o.o diao
lol, stand there and stone ................
then got a group of zabor comecome and keep looking -.-

in the bus , i sat 1stof course.
then the group separated into 2.
a pair infront of me. and the rest behind me.
o.o wth, cornered >.<>

the pair infront of me kept looking back at me -.-
the ones behind me are minding their own business.
but wasnt paying attention, i was looking out of the window.
thinking and thinking. and the headache of the day got worse.

got down and walk back home.
walk passed through Aqillah(LALA) block =X
lol. stay there awhile and sms her. but no reply.LOL!
heck and went back home.

came back and watched madagascar2 on lappie =D . muahahahaha.
the show is dam funny.
forgotten the names though.
but the hippo love the giraffe and the giraffe love the hippo.
but i cant forget alex the lion
he found his dad in africa . O.o and taught him how to dance LOL
for the zebra, i dunno =D LOL.
didnt watch all of it , just the ending but i noe wads happening =D

chat with shaun and zubzub till late nite.
phone hang -.- and kept on thinking till 2am.
lots of thinking but one main subject. yeaaaah, hais.
off handphone since it hang -.- and went to sleep when i can.

flashback, friend or foe.
haunting me back and fro.
dunno where it ends and where it goes.
just have to lay back and decide how it goes.

Title: Saturday : Im Sorry

08/11/08

Saturday, thought of going to send ronald off
but things are getting troublesome at home so i cant manage to be at the airport
sorry ronald. ):
Yea, we will meet someday. =D
its sad to see a friend leave. but we did say goodbye at least =D

hmm, so did nothing at home.
watch tv and play lappie.

at night watch Cheetah Girls with cookiemonster O.O
haha. she wants me to watch with her by sms ? yeaaah LOL!
so yeap, i did watch. but she gtg and i continue on watching instead ? hahaha =x
watched till the end and almost slept.
sms her wad happen and yeah, i watched the whole thing.

later at night, i began thinking and thinking
but i was not moving.

called laopo and chat on the fone awhile.
blablabla still sian.

then went off back to sleep.

Title: Seoul Garden!

07/11/08

SeoulGarden!

okay, today went for seoul garden at tampines
ronald's treat for seoul garden O.O

yea, eateateat
talktalktalk

ate the meat.
ate the squid
ate the meat again
ate ate ate.

ate icecream =D
ate triple of four different flavours =D
and cookiemonster wants it too =x haha .
too bad u are not here ? aww

hmm, went for arcade.
played on psp =D LOL
played medium and hard and still won =D
LOL!

shaun bought new shoe.
i wore his old shoe and felt like macdonalds LOL.

went to watch NC16 movie Rec
its in french O.o
but scaryy >.<
saw human meat being ripped off >.<>

okay, make our way back on 72.
stop at hg like arnd 11.30+
and when i came to the bus station.
its stated that the last bus is 2320 O.O
which means i missed the fucking last bus

shaun called and i went down to the mrt . heng ar reached in time
but took the wrong one O.o
no choice ma cause oni got one as the other is out of service =.=
hais

thought of sleeping at his house for a moment there. LOL!
he rang up his dad and he send us home
phew, a minute there i thought we are goners >.<>

anw,
happy birthday gh!
happy birthday JiXiang!
happy birthday Joey Mei! LOL

thats all =D

Title:

06/11/08

East Coast!

okay, went to east coast.
was thinking for staying till late nite with ahfen and jeremy.
but since those two cmi. then no choice lo
brought the camera for nothing too.so Me, Shaun And Tyler make our way =D

reached there, became a guide for a cpl ( a geek and a chio bu ) >.<
hahahaha. went to have a lil lunch since th arcade opens at2 -.-
ate at BK! LOL. so expensive >.<
went to check out th arcade again. But Still Close. O.o
no choice, went for blading to kill time.
afternoon sun, and blading. sure is hot

=D 1st time blading for real =D
and fall once =D yay =D
hahahahahaha =x .

after that went for arcade and lan.
but ahpek dun allow 15year old for lan -.- ccb
3days oni nia, _!_

sat near the beach and kept going back to the arcade. haha.
watched them played : MaxTune3, Outrun2, Ghost Squad. haha
and for once i play there , Tekken6! haha.
chose girl character =x chio bu (: LOL

had early dinner and went back home.
at mac caught 3 sparkling yet not dazzling eyes =x LOL
i did nothinggggggggggggg =D
LOL.

went back home and saw a grp of girls o.o
apparently one of them is my fren.
so obviously, will call out to me -.-
went to them and chat awhile then zhao.
hahahaha =D

ohya, went back home and saw a birdcage -.-
dad told that my cat caught a bird. and it looks like a duck and its white O.O.

went back home and sis is crying like mad .O.o carried her up and she kept quiet alr

LOL LOL LOL.
Tomorrow 07/11/08 , going for seoul garden.

here are the pics =D
cookiemonster! you finally replied =D

Title: th confusing feeling. [ continue ]

05/11/08

so everythings is a bore.
she went to camp. no none to disturb. rofl
so yea, sorry laopo. cant pei u at TPY >.<
hahaha.
thursday , east coast!
friday, seoul garden!
saturday, movie!
hahaha. spend 3 days in a row out. will be dead tired =D

o.o

Title: th confusing feeling.

04/11/08

cookie monster went to camp ):
cookie monster went to camp ):
cookie monster went to camp ):
cookie monster went to camp ):
cookie monster went to camp ):
cookie monster went to camp ):
cookie monster went to camp ):
imy! no matter how many time you dunwan me to miss you. i will still miss you =D

the burnt pages are reviving ? -.- confused
seriously, i really don't know.

its really troubling to decide whether i should go for her again, or not.
i meant like. the more i wanna forget. the more i kept remembering.
and it will make me fall for her more.
and thats how the cookie crumbles~ .

hais hais hais.
bu zhi dao. wo bu dong. idk. aku tak tahu. blablabla -.-

lol, so this morning is just like any other.
aint doing nothing special.
will be like thinking of her? haha

last night,chat with shaun on the msn and on the phone.
it was dam funny. hahahaha.
guys too have imagination =D =X hehe
k, edited photos last night. too bo liao ma =D

Title: the pages are now torn and frayed.

03/11/08

well, eventhough im tired. i just cant manage to sleep.
kept on thinking about wad to do
that has to be done for her.
in the end, still manage to sleep.

woke up at 6. iron brother's shirt and pants for schooling.
and i went back to bed.
lol, like sleepwalk? almost burnt my hand =x

well this week got much to do =D
monday , meet MrChan and others for hongkong briefing.
tuesday , nothing =x
wednesday , go TPY accompany laopo =D
thursday , go east coast ! <3
friday , seoul garden~~

yeaaaaaa man, thursday east coast =D =D.
willing to learn blades for once =D
and bringing the camera for the night activity =D
hais , but the past will be hitting on.

dazzling and sparkling eyes,
got me hypnotised.

[continue]

lol, err changed my blogskin =D
alot say so troublesome so decided to change lo =D
hahaha.

went to school,
had the briefing.
after that went for a light lunch
cracked some jokes .
and saw shahidah.
its been like ... a year since i saw her i think >.< well, thats all !~ =D

Title: bored at home ? yeaaa =D

02/11/08

haha. did nth today
played lappie. watch few anime and downloaded anime
siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

went to friendster and check out testimonials =D
hehe (: LOL

tmr going to sch for the HongKong briefing with MrChan
and wednesday going TPY to meet laopo =D
haha, pei her around then go home lo =D

thats all for now =D

how many times i tried,
i cant get you out of my sight.
in my mind,
in my dreams,
you just appeared before me.
its like i have to do something for you.

Title: terrible night O_O and east coast park =D

01/11/08

had tough time sleeping last night >.<
kept waking up an hour later. woke up, went back sleep for an hour. woke up, go back sleep.
o.o weird thing was, woke up after sleeping the hour, its always like having the *.59
example was like. 4.59 , 5.59 , 6.59 -.-
slept again till 7.59 and switch this baby on.

soon going out with cabin members to east coast. =D
sorry outsiders cant join >.< ( due to something =x )

hmm, east coast~
will be biking , arcade-ing ( eventhough i dun play =D ) , and mayb going for the lan =DD .
too bad will not have bbq due to unforseen circumstances. but its ok =D

will continue this post after today's outing =D . lalala.

cause everytime i get tounge tied.

okay, im back form the east coast park trip and will throw it all out here.
basically , its FUN! eventhough im down with a slight fever and terrible headache !
hmm. went to our meeting place at 10.18 and saw a big figure wearing red at the busstop and eating. from a glance , its jeremy =D
lol. and waited for the KAIST to come. haha. saw him walking at the bridge with his pants =D
waited for the AH FEN with her bus made us missed the 55.
lol. met her with her purple shirt and Shaun,Annabel,Jeremy and me made to our destination.

reached there, Shaun and Jeremy had a light meal for breakfast at mac and didnt last for 5min .
haha, went for arcade. left the 2 guys with their cars and pei annabel with her time crisis.
and she owned me ! omg. i really need to wear specs. haha.
then i and Annabel watch Jeremy play his outrun.
gan laopo called and i pangseh Annabel with Jeremy =D LOL.
talked awhile and went to pei shaun at his maximum tune.
theres a noob-like mr bean beside shaun. and seriously, the steering wheel he used is like not driving o.o

Shaun went to outrun to pei jeremy . so i and Ah FEN ar, went to play a game that is like , comparing two pictures to see which is different. its so hard O.O
haha, first picture was a girl in a bikini and her chi bai there is wet O.O omg. haha!
then we went back to see Shaun and Jeremy. they still playing outrun.
then annabel went for ddr. and hophophop. the machine so ke lian kana stomp by elephant. T.T

hahas, after that was LANgaming! yeaaaaaaah!
but me and shaun got the sucky computers -.-
NO sound -.- , Keyboard so suck. My monitor kept on flashing
Cabal and Audi cant start for my computer -.-
Gunz took so long to load -.-
BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD LAN! GO RETIRE AND MAKE NEW ONE LA -.-
LAN LAN LAN . LAN JIAO =.=

after the one hour of pure boredom, went to find the teachers.
they were at the GALARE. o.o didnt went there b4.
it felt so high-class and we are like the ang-mohs O.o
eat the chicken o.o Not nice. eeee. ate high-class till tired till went into barbarian mode =D
hahaha, ordered ice-cream and looked like sai O.o omg, ice-cream drop like sai drop into toilet bowl. eeeeeeeeee . HAHA.

left the teachers and thank them for the lunch and we went for the cyclings =D
Me and Jeremy went for the bikes and left Shaun and bell for the blades.
Bell wore guard O.o haha. but she needs more than that =D
cycled along the east coast park and till the hawker centre.
and annabel and bruises at her elbow and knees. aww.
made fun of her blood too =x haha!
made a return trip and made a child got scolded from his dad =x
not my fault hor, u just turn in front of me when im speeding >.<
haha, returned the bikes and blades and went for the beach!

aaaaaaaaaaaaah, the beach. far and lost memories hitting me.
and the headache gotten serious too.
but due to the fun we are having, nah, i dun wan to spoil the mood and go home early. =D
took a few pictures BUT AHFEN didnt send T_T ):
went high singing songs~ and jeremy sang his ktv songs =D
while singing, the past was getting onto me and the headache is getting worser =.=
but , aiya. dun wan spoil the mood. i went down to the shore =D
found a bottle! filled it up with water and went for the jokes =D
hahahaha, really funny jokes but dirty too. haha. went high~~~
and oops. my toot really urgent and made a little mistake by pee-ing in the beach =x
IM SORRY!, too urgent liao lo =x
hahahahahaha.

went back to macs to find ahfen dad with his car O.o or most likely, van =D LOL!
things that cant be described happens in the car which i wont wish to say but. eeeeeeeeeeeeeee
haha. stop at kovan and went back home =D

i will never say goodbye,
cause i never wanna see you cry.