21/11/08
a simple song to my blog. that explains me now.[ Three Days Grace - Running Away ]I'm thinking to myself
That I've done something wrong
That I've crossed the line
Have you found out this time
What led you to believe
It's only you and me
Do you see it in my eyes
Have you found out this time
You see right through me
Cause you're running away
You keep turning your back on me
I tried so hard
But you're running away
Please dont turn your back on me
I'm drinking by myself
And oh, I'm going down
But will you pick me up
Will you leave me on the ground
I led you to believe
It's only you and me
I can see it in your eyes
That you found out this time
You see right through me
Cause you're running away
You keep turning your back on me
I tried so hard
But you're running away
Please dont turn your back on me
Don't just turn and walk away
I can learn from my mistakes
Don't throw everything away
You see right through me
Cause you're running away
You keep turning your back on me
I tried so hard
But you're running away
But you're running away
You see right through me
Cause you're running away
You keep turning your back on me
I tried so hard
But you're running away
Please dont turn your back on me[ END ]please dont turn your back on me.
i know i've been a jerk last night.
deperate times calls for desperate measures ?
nah, i have fallen into my own suicide.
last night was even thinking of suicide,
dude, where did you get this freaking ideas from.
it just pop into my mind.
well, suiciding, is a stupid thing.
girl, its up to you to decide.
i've to say is i can wait.
you can be a butterfly, just dont go away from me.
let your feelings develop and expand,
cause you really meant everything to me.
you are like the only girl that really touched my feelings,
that actually do care about me.
edited@3.09PM
yeah, i respect your decision and following it.
no, its not because of wad you decide, its what i've decided.
i meant like, im still young,
i dont have a job. im just a 16 year old KID.
yaaa, i refer myself as a kid,
at least this KID, know whats best for a girl.
hmm, before reading her blog,
i've predicted what she would say,
and yeah, most of it is true to my prediction.
i've prepared for the outcome,
and i plan what to say, which i've been finding out last night.
last night, sleepless. didnt slept.
kept on thinking, kept on flooding.
its just another situation. or should i say, dejavu.
its like im a spare tire for girls.
like, wtf dude, getting yourself into troubles.
dam dude, stand up for yourself for your freaking sake.
yea, that dude is me. i gotta stand up for myself.
if i knew what was happening before, i will stand up and give face.
well, ira. i wasnt referring that to you.
that was just my past, really.
you are good. a one of a kind.
one in a million.
yeaah, good to know you have made your decision.
good to know you wont regret.
i really want to know the truth. and its revealed.
im glad, really. the truth is better than a white lie.
find yourself a great guy in the future. =D
and to that guy, you better treat her good,
and understand her.
well, goodbye for now =D
its good that everything is back to normal now.