21/12/08
ii, really dunno what am i going through
i just know she treated me as a nobody.
yeah, A NOBODY.her love for me was a lie.she took my love and throw it all away.
but now for me, i'll play pretend.
never letting her know.
and when she knows, its gameover.whenever i took a peek in her blog.
and whenever i see her face.
my heart melted, wishing that im back by your side.but wishes?, i dont think it will come true.this 2008, has been terrible for me.
i hope 2009 will be better.
furthermore, im letting my foot down,
i wont be so kind anymore.
taking advantage on me? , aint gonna happen again.
for what i know, my heart wants her back.no, its not a want. its a need.oh dam, of all that has happen.
even if you have hurt me so much,
i still need you back.oh, why am i so fucking stupid. -.-
im on my knees, and im crawling back to you.
but you just dont know.
but yeah, shaun and salimah knows who. thx besties =D