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31/01/09

okay, today we had C.I.P
went to meet tyler at around 9.30 ,
and went off to Kou Chuan Presbyterian Sec Sch for the start of the C.I.P

urgh, so slow. so dam long.
waited for like an hour and started the whole thing.

was grouped with Tyler,Weikai,Nadia,Shawn,Muhd,Jackson and Shijing.
haha, the jokers =D
thx to them , the whole day was better and filled with joy.

so yeah, after the C.I.P , went to find imah at her shop.
no business haha, too bad.
she help me with malay homework composition as i was very weak in it.
and she went crazy with it . haha

the gentle breeze blew pass my face and the scenery at the school backgate,
memories started flowing in my mind and it feels nostalgic.
even if im sad cause of what has happen, im not giving up.

yes, im not giving up on my studies.
im giving up in relationships.
for this year, studies studies studies.
but do i have the face to see you?
i dont think i do. hais.

well, let it be.
i wont force myself what i cant do.
im a noob, im a loser, im a sucker.

so yeah, i appreciate one and all for your advices.
but it doesnt mean i will implement on it.
i will go my way, which was discussed with my other friends.

i will go and study.
change my character and personality.
change my looks figure.
so when i come back for my Olvls result next year, im gonna look different than now.

yeap, thats about it.

even if i miss you, i wont be back on my knees.

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28/01/09

hais, whats happening now ?
tomorrow... hais.
something's bad gonna occur,
i can feel it.

and yah,

baby, i love you.

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25/01/09

things happened lately recently are uncalled for.

well, yeah. everyone's having a hard time.
they got their problems, their burdens.
and im not here saying who and why.

friends, what is that word meant actually ?
it could be that they are the people who share the same common interests.
they could be the people who brighten up your day.
they could also be the ones who quarrel with you.
however with every struggle, with every problem,
in the end, it creates a bigger bond.

take me and shaun for example.
we fought for quite a number of times.
over this and that and almost quite alot of times.
with our sarcasm, with our criticism.
but in the end, we stood up and claimed to be the best of bros.

every problem that surfaces ,
its a fight to resolve it.

yeah, to whoever who is reading this,
you know what im reffering to.
and even if its just sarcasm or criticism,
you also did it to me, but did i care or surface it ?
no, i dont.

we are human beings, no one's perfect.
we just have to accept it.
& shaun ah, sorry i write your name uh ^^ LOL

so yeah, its either you try resolve,
or dont care about it.

Baby, I love you <3.

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22/01/09

today uh, fringe itching my eye.
LOL, gonna cut it. now is not the time to rebond it.

maths lessons, still a bore.
but today was much more pathetic.
that mrs cheng took like an hour to go through 2questions -.-
tyler and i was like staring into the board , puzzled . LOL

next was physics and english, was awesome ! =D
recess time, didnt eat, only talk around.
walk pass baby's class !
then go toilet, then walk pass it again !
haha, so chaotic and the class was like in half and theres an old teacher in there.
so yeah, im guessing its D&T and the teacher didnt came
haha, had fun ? LOL

went crazy sms-ing baby =DDDDDDDD !

then went for geography lessons.
sheeeesh, mrs yong changed our seating arrangements and i sit beside Shiva !
urgh, that smell. i cant take it. i wanna puke.

afterwards was CME at the hall.
was bore-ing. BORING. =x
afternoon lessons, had amaths test.
im flunking it ! =D flunk! flunk! flunk!.
well, i didnt study. =D

no cabin! so went home =x
awww, baby's having band.
you can do it for tmr's performance ! =D

I Love You , Baby <3!

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21/01/09

today , slack ^_^.

went to school at around 9am,
saw Yasmin and she say my " perfume " is " smelly ".
its for guys' laaaa.

anw, went to find darling at her classroom, but i came late >_<
haha, talk abit and went off for my class.
crazy ervin saw me LOL.

English, not bad. ^_^.
Social Studies, slack ^_^.
Maths, boring.
Did like 5 questions in a row while mrs cheng explaining a simple question. =_=
and eventually finished the whole paper after she explained 3questions fully.
Chemistry, Mr LO didnt came ^_^.
MCQ, easy ! =D
had lunch and wore Muhd's bag.
suits me ^_^, i want that baaaaaaaaaaaaaaag =x. haha
then physics, supposed to end class at 3.30pm
but we finished the topic in like less than an hour and dismissed! ^_^

tiring part is helping out at the cabin.
the sec1s, omg. dam dam dam kiddies. LOL.
pfft, hard to even control them -.-
anw, after the whole thing,
i was being candid >_<

eeeee, LOL. and framed them of taking pic of my lj. LOL
hahahahahahahaha, =x.
sheeesh, that two horny girls . tsktsktsk.

went back home and kept thinking, my prepaid is $0.00 and i can reply msg O_O

Baby, I Love You.

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20/01/09

one word that summaries the whole day " demoralise "
=_=||

after assembly, the vice-principal came to talk to the sec5s.
5A1 & 5A2 .
zzz, he came and give us his shitty face =.=
saying that we are not ready for the Olvls.
OF COURSE LA DAMMIT, its only the first month of the year -.-
and so what if last year's batch of sec5 did poorly and below the national average.
cause the previous batch of sec5 and this year's are so different .
pfft, and still you came and ask whether we have made the right choice to stay in sec5.
oh dam, we are here, what else you wanna say . dammit.
and even told us we can go to ite before its too late.
pfft, demoralisation much.i might go to ite...

after that was maths -.- zzz another demoralisation.
and afterwards was malay, finally.
went on to the boisterous canteen for recess.
tried out the skinny jeans that jennifer help me bought and yeah, i payed her back already.
thx =D.
urgh, after recess was chemistry.
but not bad la.
and came english, a bore.

no afternoon lessons.
went cabin and slack around.
bought items for tomorrow's event and it cost around $40 -.-
zzz, went back to school and saw the rehearsel for friday's performance.
robin did magic trick! its so fascinating to the eyes of the audience. ^_^
and part of the performance, there's a song " its my life" and a group of student acting it out.
more like acting the lip-singing. zzzz.

waited and waited at the canteen.
so lonely, and in the end, didnt meet and went home.
kana caught by farid for shoe -.-

Demoralise,

unsatisfied,

thoughts with doubts.

what is gonna happen next.

Love you, baby.

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17/01/09

HELLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
=X.

For all the viewers out there, as you can see, i've changed my blogskin!.
hahas, MUSIC IS LIFE. yeahh ^^
With the song, [ Light On - David COok ] (:

yeahh. today, is just another ordinary day .
as usual, im sick. -.-
my old peeps told me the reason why that im feeling cold and sick most of the times.
and their reason was that i stopped smoking -.-
dumb reason much?
tsk, im not withdrawing myself back to smoking.
not now, not ever.

in the evening, had to went out and bought the cat litter.
which is as heavy as 10kg. haha.
10kg, is nothing. the problem is the plastic bag.
ouch, it blistered my fingers. diao T_T

okayyy, about yesterday.
lessons are a bore.
mrs cheng's classes, as usual. i dont understand a single thing.
_!_ to her.
after school, went back home. too tired to even stand for prayers.
rested awhile and bathed then made my way to school to find the two cullens of mine.
hahas, gave them support as they went for drama.

& i left with jeremy&jenson to hougang point for lunch.

*stomach grumbling*

ate with them at KFC, *burp*.
walked around and bought something for baby ^^

went back to school and waited for baby's CCA to end.
hahas, joke around and got ' threatenend ' by my cullens T_T
hahaha, its all for her babe. i understand =x
sent back to the busstop and chat for more like 30min with all the bus driving pass.

hahaha. yeahh.

& went back home feeling sick. having the feeling that i was gonna vomit. haha =x

well yeah, here i am. still sick and cold.

baby, i love you <3.

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15/01/09

weeeeeeeeeeeee. so high ^^
hehe.

met dar at the parade sq at where her class is suppose to sit.
so yeah, her class are one pack of jokers.
cool man. haha
zahirah come and earthquakeee ~ nooo. LOL
kayy, thats mean =x

yeah, so in school. first lesson was mrs cheng
maths, oh dam.
its like from easyeasy, she turn the whole table round and its hard
she is the one confusing us -.-
shit la, i want mrs iszal back
HOD of maths mrs cheng, teach like shit like that -.-

after that was 4periods with miss chua,
2 of it was Physics. & the other two is English.
okayy, getting the hang of it.
and disturb tyler with singing ~ haha

recess ah, so siannnnnnnnn.
so pack like madcowsssssssssssss

after that was geog.
okayy, i felt like a nerd.
paying 100% attention ! =x
and disturb tyler once again with,
" HOWDY Y'ALL! " and " YEAH! " & one more " WADS UP DOG "
and its in texas accent. hahahahahahaha. its cool!
learnt it from baby and her babes =D

thats during geog and CE, disturb around.
tyler, rabia, kok kiat, dominic, joshua, gautham and azrina were the victims.
LOL

hehe, then here comes amaths.
i did my homework! finally =x
understand the whole dam thing and went on " HOWDY! " at tyler. LOL

went over to cabin, slackslack.
saw dar and her babes came in. haha
yayy ^^. =x

hehe, sent her home and ^^
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. LOL
=DDDDDDDDDDD
*shhhh, you and i know only, baby =D *

baby, i love you

Title: =D

14/01/09

wow, haha where should i start?
aiya, lets just say afterschool, hanged out with my baby and her babes
hahas.

monday , nothing really special happened in school.
only that we had individual photo taking.
its like, yeahhh man. hilarious!. wahahahaha . & i got 2nd for 2.4run! =D

dam joshua overtake me at the last lap near the gate, ahhh T_T

hmm, tuesday ~
hugged her ^^ yeahhhhh (:
hahaha,though, im sorry for being quiet.
im like a stone there. LOL

wednesday O.O,
haha, grats to vanezza for getting into drama.
hmm, failed myself again ):, noooooooo
dude, come on ! you can do it.
yeahhhh ! hahaha !

ahhhhh, lessons are tough.
i cant cope -.-
fuck la can.
shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit.
only getting the hang of sS, geog, amaths and chem.
for others like emaths, phy and ohno eng.
those 3 are like my strongest and what happen?
down the drain, FUCK la, ccb.
whats going on with me .

oohhh yaaaa, disturb tyler for whole 3 days straight.
hahahahahahahahahaha, dude, you deserve it =D

baby, i love you ~

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11/01/09

kay, lets start the post with ytd!
LOL, okay, ytd 10/01/09
decided to go to Nanyang Poly with Muhd.
but went to ronald hse and play ps2.
brought his psp along to paragon with him.
he bought his air tickets and he's flying off on the 21st jan.
and he's coming back like 21st dec.

aww, sad to see you leave ? haha
5years of friendship, so much we cherish and all the jokes we shared.
haha, okayy.
took mrt to yio chu kang.
and tried to find nanyang poly.
and found it LOL, needa walk longlong.

kayy, after that, went to amk.
and eat pizza hut.
LOL, im a freeloader ^^,
they pay =D LOL

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okayyy, now for the real thing.
at my previous post, i've written person1 and person2.
so yeah. that person2, is my superstar.
she's maryam AKA BAKA EMILAYYE =D. haha.

so yeah 11/01/09.
asked her after i woke up.
so stinkystinky also go and ask.
hahaha.

so yeah, im happy.
very happy =D.
glad to be able to move on.
glad to know she's there for me =D

i've gotta start saving $$ ):

♥EMILAYYE(:

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09/01/09

O_O, ahh FRIDAY!
LOL. okayyyy. lesson lesson lesson recess then free period .
LOL, okayyyy

after sch went cca carnival.
ankle giving me problems, but walk properly
but thx for the highcut shoe for the support

hmm, have been called baka for like more than 20times.
its quite happy ah. LOL , dunno why.

hmm. stand infront of the booth and being a retard
watch the band performance.
it is and will always be dam awesome.
haha

emilayye stand infront me T_T
i watching dunno what thingy and she cover me.
ahya, sit down and pull her leg. LOL
and she scream LOL
hahahaha
and she kick me *ouch

ROFL, well yeah. watch the dancers perform.
its excellent guys.
dam nice. =D

and didnt know we got 2 new cabin members LOL =x

so yeah, at home, tired.
feel like sleeping but i cant.
kept on thinking today.

somehow waiting for person1 to talk to me. eventhough its impossible.
person2, well, dun have her number. cant sms her. oni can call her baka.
well, thats the oni 2 ppl thats on my mind.
and kinda troubled by other females. -.-

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05/01/09

yeah, 2nd day of sch.
had a hard time sleeping.

so yeah, went to sch with this so called decent hair
haha, the fringe is not decent =D
LOL, covering eye, itchy.

anw, saw muhd with high cut shoes.
hahas, influence him =D
and he got a nice pair.

so yeah, 1st period was amaths with our form teacher.
studies for amaths, so far so good.
got to know more about my form teacher, Mr Ng.
he's tall, taller than guanhua
he's very skinny.
skinnier than me i think =x LOL
and yah, he's soft-spoken.
but good.

after that, pe.
didnt change and go for it.
in the end did chin-up
aiya, no kick. LOL
starting cannot jump so what =D.

after that was recess, blabla.
didnt eat. was saving money.

and soon came socialstudies.
haha, its quiz O_O.
team up with tyler,weikai,dom,kok kiat , ervin and gautham.
haha, fun fun. and went high . LOL
as usual, the class was making jokes.

and then its english !
yes! miss chua!
hahas, its good to know she's teaching us for phy also
she's a great teacher.
and yeah, and fun time joking around like old times.

lol, and and and ?
=x
afternoon class, malay
with yanti
wtf laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa T_T
dun wan her. so strict -.-
and the class was silent at first
but yeah, make jokes again LOL

and went for cabin. with ideas of improvement to the cabin
and well, its approved =D
hahaha, and got to know that we can be the vonlunteers for the upcoming camp
thats nice. for once we are in charge =D

yeah, this is a new year,
i have my aims. i have my plans.

first of my aims.
-save every schoolday money $$
-treat zubaidah that starbucks.
-eat at that sakura buffet.
-get distinctions unexpectedly through hardwork.
-thats about it =D

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03/01/09

well, yeah, starting from 01/01/09
happy new year =D

okay, 02/01/09
first day of school
okay, different hairstyle, highcut shoes, zinc bag, tapped pants, and tucked out shirt
LOL, thats what my teacher say about me.
a sec5 look different from his sec4 looks ?
nahh, i dun believe her. =D

hahas, so yeah, that 1st day od school,
made me the first to get caught from my class
thx to tyler =x

so yeah, got out with a warning
and had to cut my hair during the weekends.
maybe tmr ? hahas

got to know that our form teacher was sick
and so was the co-form
hahas, such a pity.

hais, how to start a monday with 4periods of amaths in the early morning.
waaaaaaaaaakaooooooooooo ehhhhhhhh
lol, nvm, and after that is PE ?
but monday is tieday -.-
wth la can.
but nvm, afternoon lesson on monday is malay.
haha, which means Mr Ismail will be taking us =D
and which means i can skip =x LOL
nahhhh, im a goodboy =D

so yeah, the class looks smaller but the jokes are still alive =D