She's so beautiful.
31/01/09
okay, today we had C.I.Pwent to meet tyler at around 9.30 ,and went off to Kou Chuan Presbyterian Sec Sch for the start of the C.I.Purgh, so slow. so dam long.waited for like an hour and started the whole thing.was grouped with Tyler,Weikai,Nadia,Shawn,Muhd,Jackson and Shijing.haha, the jokers =Dthx to them , the whole day was better and filled with joy.so yeah, after the C.I.P , went to find imah at her shop.no business haha, too bad.she help me with malay homework composition as i was very weak in it.and she went crazy with it . hahathe gentle breeze blew pass my face and the scenery at the school backgate,memories started flowing in my mind and it feels nostalgic.even if im sad cause of what has happen, im not giving up.yes, im not giving up on my studies.im giving up in relationships.for this year, studies studies studies.but do i have the face to see you?i dont think i do. hais.well, let it be.i wont force myself what i cant do.im a noob, im a loser, im a sucker. so yeah, i appreciate one and all for your advices.but it doesnt mean i will implement on it.i will go my way, which was discussed with my other friends.i will go and study.change my character and personality.change my looks figure.so when i come back for my Olvls result next year, im gonna look different than now.yeap, thats about it.even if i miss you, i wont be back on my knees.