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31/05/09

been sick the whole day yesterday. weak, tired and yet trying to focus on my malay. I have to get at least a B4. I have to at least try.

when we're sick and feeling weak, the only thing we can do is to get some rest. And sometimes you fell asleep. Fallen asleep for 5 times ytd ^^ . LOL. regret sleeping for one of it.

1st june approaching very soon. Its just tomorrow! omg, the pressure. the stress. eeeeeeeeeeeeeee, and the illness im suffering =x oh dammit. just what the fuck.

it was just a dream, syah.

it doesn't matter anymore.

she's long gone.

it doesn't matter what we have done in the past.

i've regretted it, and hate that dream.

the dream from my past.

it visualises my efforts and devastation.

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30/05/09

1st june is on its way!. Omg, olvl malay paper. dead dead dead, eeeeeeeeeee.

Currently loving the song [ Don't trust me - 3OH!3] =D
~Shush girl, shut your lips.
Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips
I said shush girl, shut your lips.
Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips
I said shush girl, shut your lips.
Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips
She wants to touch me, woo ooh
She wants to love me, woo ooh
She'll never leave me woo ooh, woo ooh, ooh ooh
Don't trust a ho, never trust a ho
Won't trust a ho 'cause the ho wont trust me~

Its making me addicted to it :3 . hehehe.

Yesterday, 29/05/09, received my report book back at 3+ with my dad. It was the most comfortable MPS I have ever sat for in my life ^^ . & I spent the whoooooole damn night sneezing . Suffering from headaches + fever. wtf ~ . Can't even have my peaceful sleep. Sheeeesh, woo ooh.

& baka, don't worry .

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27/05/09

I am up early in the morning to make a post. HAH, the reason why is because i kept thinking of it last night. Well, the upper sec had assembly at the hall and we have presentation from the Singapore Poly. The volunteer from the Polytechnic came to us and informed us about the criteria and the new courses. What shocked me was that I saw [ Applied Drama And Psychology ]

That's the course I want! I've made my decision ^^. After looking through what I will be learning if I took up that course, I realised there is no Amaths unlike other courses. Well, duh, drama has nth to do with Amaths, but I got marketing ~ hehe.~

Title: meow

26/05/09

anybody saw a difference of my appearance ? hahh. no fringe =D. Its been so hot nowadays and holidays are here, I rather cut my fringe. Heh, I shaped my hair into a mohawk. Small small and just nice ^^. Not caught for haircheck cause i flatten it ^^. Mr Chan was shocked I got away from the haircheck that the Upper Sec faced. =P

CANDID! =x

sleeeep ~

Alright. The upper sec are facing their Olvl Mother Tongue Paper in less than a week. Goood Luck all =D, I need it badly .

Don't worry baka wine, we'll be fine. There won't be any troubles surfacing between me and you. The "bakaship" will be safe ^^ .

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23/05/09

lets just ignore my previous post, watch this ^^

tulibu dibu douchoo ~

wahahaha

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23/05/09

To the person who thinks that she knows all about me : THINK AGAIN. This isn't what I asked for. So what if I turned out to be this way. So what if my posts are all like this. My crap, my bullshit, none of your fucking business. Don't you dare claim that you know me best, cause you don't. So for what fuck you want to judge me. This isn't what i asked for, so it is none of your business. FUTHERMORE, I am not emo , please -.- . I don't even act like one. I don't even refer myself as one. Don't jump into conclusions , please. I hate emo =.=

Get your own life , bug sucker. This is how I live my life. I am mending my ways. You got no right to force or criticise me.

Wow, lol. By the way Ira, I am feeling better. There is no need to worry. I am alright now. You know me (:

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21/05/09

a sudden hit was inflicted.
a scar that was so nostalgic.
a tragedy from the past.
the impact of the situation.
the truth behind it all.
why do i even stay behind and supported you.
its those three words i kept saying to you.
but now, i dont know whats left.

im lost in a daze, i dont know what is going on.

its been so long, since i've seen your face.trying to be strong.but the strength i had is washing away.

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18/05/09

hehe, 17/05/09, went out to ecp
made new friends.had a very fun time
.went out at 9.30am, came back at 10.30pm
a fun full day at ecp and a great nite at Parkway.

thx to the uncle who treated us to mac which costs like at least $70
haha, thats what we get for letting him play with us (:

played captain's ball barefooted and the ground was a bit muddy
but it doesnt hurt to get dirty rite ? (:
played volleyball too while waiting for the rest to arrive.

haha, went for cycling and was searching for someone named nicholas.
that guy, we took like 2hrs on bike to find him.
and he was walking -.-

went for arcade and found out that the lan was closed ): .
sad thing ): .

haha decided to slack more ,
so we went to Parkway for dinner and pool =D

and bus-ed all the way back home.
yeah, and my legs are cramping -.-

hehe, was highh.
very very high.
and slept at 1am.
now i feel like puking =x

i wonder, why i still miss you.

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16/05/09

its 17/05/09 and now its 5:17am.
why am i here? im writing about ytd (:

yeah, ytd 16/05/09if you're still with me,

it would have been our 2nd month

but yeaaaaaah, we know the reason.

ytd went to singapore flyer ! =D

hahahaha. im so lazy to elaborate and didnt take much pic.

im still so lazy =D

17/05/09, will be going out as early as 9am?

going out to ecp with shaun,guanhua,tyler and other of shaun's friends.

lets enjoy later =D

pic2 : the live manu vs arsenal telecast.
pic3: bigbig table soccer.

pic4: 1/4 of the new ndp stadium built!

pic5: dad and baby sis =D

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15/05/09

something's been bugging me lately,
but shall not jump into conclusions.

yeah!, finally mye is over.goooooooood.
however, im fluking it though

gonna start revision soon
starting to be serious.
no more slacking off.
prelims, here i come,
im gonna do it better

Olvl malay is coming soon,
i've gotta work hard.
im gonna achieve my best i can.
it doesnt matter whether i fail,
just as long my effort can be seen.

~

today, phy was a bummer.
wtf its talking about -.-
suddenly im like flunking on my best sub -.-

completed amaths in about an hours time.
LOL!, and drew on a paper for another hour
ya, i know im flunking it,but i can't be helped.
i just dont understand.
whats more confusing is what i drew.
just why the fuck i have to draw it =.=
my guess, im missing her =/

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13/05/09

it was a fine morning.
went to school with a fainting smile.
walked to school with a friend on coincidence.

haha, okay.science was alright !
maths was alright !
i just know that there are careless mistakes.
but it doesn't matter.

tomorrow , i will be having Maths Paper2 and Chem paper.

you shut me out, you left me hanging.
I moved on and walked away.
You saw me with someone else,and you insulted me cause of it.
WTF do you want from me.
YOU want me to LEAVE YOU.I LEFT, and you CRITICISE me.
WTF -.-

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11/05/09

LOL!, im only here to do a short post.

im bullying people in audition ?

no lo!, i never bully ):

i got lucky only (:

HAHA

will be busy tutoring a special someone (:

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10/05/09

HEY HEY HEY, HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY. lol
i've got 3days left to mug before going to sch on tues for exams.lol, what to do. im lazy to study.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

it looks like i've made the right choice

i am just a fake to you.

you took me in, tore me apart and left me hanging.

and now you're going nuts.

i can't believe you.

i can't even trust you anymore.

i was such a fool to even stay.

i can't help you anymore.

its you, your doing.

you're too stubborn to be bothered.

I shouldn't love you but i want to

I just can't turn away

I shouldn't see you but I can't move

I can't look away

She left me hangin' by a thread again

I stood there waiting like a fool for her

I never dreamt that I'd be in this place

But here I am all alone.

however, it doesn't matter now.

cause i don't know you like i did before.

you, i can't do it anymore.

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08/05/09

i've been a fool, yeah i know.
i messed the whole thing up.

okay, today we had our Geog and Amaths paper.
whats surprising is that i can do geog =D.
but the amaths, i may flunk?
idk, i was in a half-sleeping situation which makes me unable to tink.
but well, its over.

whats more over is that, the past behind us.
got to know that i was nothing else to her.
was just being used , was just another victim ?
idk.

whats more crucial that began hitting me is that,
i was even unable to help her.
that sucks.

everything's gonna be alright.
be strong, believe.
either way, i can't seem to trust them anymore.

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07/05/09

yeah, im sick.
im at home. been sneezing arond with my head swinging.
my migraine, is back ?

planning to study for tmr's exam.
so i'll end here.will be going to the docs soon as promised (:

Title:

05/05/09

currently listening to insomnia =/ .

today is such a great day eventhough with its ups and downs.
met with faz and show her my class photo.
went up to class and was reminded about the quarrel, oh jeez.
walked lazily down to the foyer for temperature taking as i didnt bring my thermomether.
im just too lazy to find.
had no assembly, settled down in my seat and listened to my songs.

maths class, was a bore.everything was a re-cap.
We had listening compre during malay class.
had our MYE results back for malay.
Paper1, i passed. Paper2, flunked =/
as usual, malay teacher gave us a motivating speech.
yeah, we know, we shouldnt give up.
1st june, Olvl Malay paper.

after recess, was chemistry.again, it was re-cap. about periodic table.
kay, its getting more manageable.
get my head in the table =D.

woo, afterwards was english!
we completely had fun.
had " Don't forget the Lyrics " challenge.
The main purpose for it was to make us use our brains to find the lyrics.
its for our good as it boosts our inferential skills.
it helps =D.
and and! , i sang through it all ! except for [ Mercy - Duffy ]

hehe, well. had some ups and downs.
and i bought my thermomether. $4.20? -.-

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04/05/09

woo! no assembly!

didn't remind myself to bring thermomether but who cares?

anw, went to school under my umbrella ~
was wanting to offer our own bowenian whether she wants the umbrella,
but she quickly walked away.
oh well, nadhira say i look evil. ):

my shoe was so wet!, dam irritating feeling.
felt like taking it out and throw it in the bin!
but nah, i can't =X .

took our temperature and we had our amaths lesson afterwards.
it was awesome for once =D.
haha, i understand it finally (: .
Physical Education wasn't much fun.
We played our own games , so me,Ivan,Tyler and Robin play badminton.
lol. so tired and still play, oh well.
was damn high anw!
sry faz, didnt shout at you back.
next time? (:haha.

social studies in science homeroom.
cold and bored with lectures.
& for english lesson!, we played a game!
and i was Christiano Ronaldo.
LOL!. WTF.

went back home and settled down.
although i may look fine, there's something bottled up in me.
i just can't say it out.its too tight. im still unsure of what it is.
but what i do now, it means trouble.
just wtf?

Title: Facebook.

03/05/09

officially created my very own facebook profile !
omg, hahaha. im so late.

but comparing it to friendster,
facebook is much more better,
considering that it doesnt lag and simple.
but, im still bored. haha.

currently waiting for the private server to be up.
stupid hacker came back -.-
zzz , want hack? go hack real server la.
dumbass.

MYE has officially started,
and i cant find my groove to study.
haha, no reason actually.
im just lazy and sick.
my migraine is back, oh geez.

i may not be going to school on monday or tuesday.
or maybe on thursday(ss paper) ^^.
haha, can claim mc for it =D
omg social studies, its bullshit. bullcrap. full of shitload.

just now in audi, had two rounds of club with annabel.
haha, im so noob =D.
anw, here's the picture.
only took one, since i was going off at that moment of time.=x.

MAY UPDATE
-Going Far East for clothes.
-Going for haircut.
-Study hard for Olvl Malay paper.
-2.4km run, less than 10min.

~ well, thats all for now.
my mind is now fresh, maybe off to studies ?
haha, i dont tink so.
anything, ring me up =D

Title: OMG

02/05/09

wth, i was talking in my sleep.
hahahahaha.
feeling very high while talking in my sleep.
hahahaha. =x

MYE is here,
MT and ENG exams are over.
having the mindset that i did well.
but not too well.
hahahaha.

but its alright yeah,
cause the past is the past.
i can still improve on my stuides.

i shall emerge victorious.
i shall go to polytechnic.
i shall, i will. i have to.

=D

these days, having fun scolding ppl in robin's private server.
hahahaha, what to do ?
scolding them is for their own good.
if not, they will be banned.
they dun listen, then dun lo.
ban then not my problem =D

edited @ 9:25pm

im continue-ing audi for the meantime.hahas