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ohyeah!

She's so beautiful.



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November 2011
December 2011


Title: 23rd Dec
It is raining heavily but what is heavier is this heart of mine, missing her.
I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.




Title: 21st dec
I really feel so pathetic.
The nightmare really is horrifying.

It is really hard for me to choose whether she has to throw it away or keep it. She likes it but I don't. Even with the hints that I gave her, don't think she got it, so why should I even bother bout the stuffs he have given her. She likes it right, I should too. Today is a bad day. IDK wth i am thinking about and I'm feeling sad right from the start of the day. idk. idk. idk. maybe i should isolate myself from others today. I should really stop sounding so clingy to her, it islike i'm a burden. ah. idk. i jst feel so fucked up right now.

just hope that she dont see this, this is so disappointing.




Title: 21Dec2011
It is 1:29 in the morning and I can't seem to sleep but I feel this lonely feeling again all over me when i think back of the past. Yea, every month, there will be a date that I will think about this and not minding the usage of my words to people around me. There are things that I really shouldn't have said and maybe could've been told at a later time. and this time, i really felt that my sms is like picking a fight. ah, really, what to do now. i hate myself for this. i cant even bother looking at any typing errors cause the light is too painful. i miss her. i just need her beside me. and to accept what i said cause its been bugging me all the time. i dont want a r/s of abuse. i don't want to turn this r/s into lust. i don't want. even if it makes us feels good, if it turns to lust, its worse. i want a r/s that is made up of love. but i don't know, seems like i sidetracked a little bit. ah. god, i really hate myself for being so narrow minded. does narrow minded even exist? idk.
one thing for sure, i love her.




Title:

The only one for me, is you.




Title: 4 December





Title: 3rd December.

She's the sweetest girl ever. It has been one month and I never regret about anything. This is the first, that I never felt any regret in being in a relationship so far.

I really don't care about her flaws. I accept her as for who she is as she accepted me for who I am. I love that.

I love you, Hana. You're the best and I know I kept repeating it but it is the fact. ♥

Love is pure. When you love someone, you just love them.
No questions asked.