Syah's life.

23rd Dec

2011-12-23T00:28:00.000-08:00

It is raining heavily but what is heavier is this heart of mine, missing her.
I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

21st dec

2011-12-20T21:00:00.001-08:00

I really feel so pathetic.
The nightmare really is horrifying.

It is really hard for me to choose whether she has to throw it away or keep it. She likes it but I don't. Even with the hints that I gave her, don't think she got it, so why should I even bother bout the stuffs he have given her. She likes it right, I should too. Today is a bad day. IDK wth i am thinking about and I'm feeling sad right from the start of the day. idk. idk. idk. maybe i should isolate myself from others today. I should really stop sounding so clingy to her, it islike i'm a burden. ah. idk. i jst feel so fucked up right now.

just hope that she dont see this, this is so disappointing.

21Dec2011

2011-12-20T09:29:00.000-08:00

It is 1:29 in the morning and I can't seem to sleep but I feel this lonely feeling again all over me when i think back of the past. Yea, every month, there will be a date that I will think about this and not minding the usage of my words to people around me. There are things that I really shouldn't have said and maybe could've been told at a later time. and this time, i really felt that my sms is like picking a fight. ah, really, what to do now. i hate myself for this. i cant even bother looking at any typing errors cause the light is too painful. i miss her. i just need her beside me. and to accept what i said cause its been bugging me all the time. i dont want a r/s of abuse. i don't want to turn this r/s into lust. i don't want. even if it makes us feels good, if it turns to lust, its worse. i want a r/s that is made up of love. but i don't know, seems like i sidetracked a little bit. ah. god, i really hate myself for being so narrow minded. does narrow minded even exist? idk.
one thing for sure, i love her.

2011-12-09T18:48:00.001-08:00

The only one for me, is you.

4 December

2011-12-03T16:36:00.000-08:00

3rd December.

2011-12-02T21:34:00.000-08:00

She's the sweetest girl ever. It has been one month and I never regret about anything. This is the first, that I never felt any regret in being in a relationship so far.

I really don't care about her flaws. I accept her as for who she is as she accepted me for who I am. I love that.

I love you, Hana. You're the best and I know I kept repeating it but it is the fact. ♥

Love is pure. When you love someone, you just love them.
No questions asked.

30November.

2011-11-30T04:34:00.001-08:00

29November

2011-11-29T06:14:00.000-08:00

Lucky there is twitter when I'm bored and lazy to do anything, I can just spam anything in there and disturb anyone who tweets. When was the last time that I threw nonsense in twitter? Like, not a care in the world. HAHA. Alah, HANAAAAAAAA WHY NO TWITTER X:

27th November

2011-11-26T19:45:00.000-08:00

If only I can wake up and see your face right beside mine, early in the morning.
That would be the best morning ever.

Update:
Tell me again, why am I the president of this IG?
I really cannot do anything right huh. I don't even know how to handle stuffs right now. RP have this UT schedule which crashes with the IG schedule. I cannot even hold a meeting right. I couldn't even make an event for the IG to take part in. Couldn't even have members to come for the meeting. Now UT1 is over, UT2 is coming. What the fuck am I going to do with this IG. I really don't know. I'm feeling pressure over me like everyone is relying me on this problem. I have my problems to deal with too. I wish Year3 is here now. I WISH IT IS HERE NOW. I WISH TO HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS IG. Tsk. I don't even have the support from those in the IG. It demoralizes me in doing what I want to do in and for the IG. HOW I WISH THE DATE FOR CHANGING ROLES IN THE IG IS JUST TMR, so I can just wash my hands off and walk away with nothing else to do with this IG. Bloody x'mas party, bloody carnival, bloody sock dogs, bloody meetings, bloody advisors and crew. tsk. It is making things much worse. I really really really hate being the leader. Why the fuck did I accept such role in the first place. Tsk. Total regret. Tell me again why I'm in this school? Oh right, I never really studied for Os. Tsk. Seriously, RP is draining money out of my soul. Managing IG in RP is one thing, managing school life is another but managing money in rp is just so torturing. Fuck you. Seriously, why can't we even have the 13/15 rule back. Are we machines in this school that have to get MC for everytime we're sick? Come on la, when we're sick, do you honestly think that we have the strength to stand and go to the polyclinic? You mad? You're draining money out of us and now you're draining the welfare of the students? What the fuck. Rubbish. This school is rubbish. And now, PP? Cb. We've been forced to do a scope, report and presentation of a company. Not only our time but our money is being taken away also. From $20 - $40, our money is gone for pieces of A1/A2/A3 sized paper for presentation which is only used for less than 30minutes in their life. $20-$40 for less than 30minutes. Seriously, we only get a pass or a fail grade and if we fail in the end, we have to repeat it. Omg. I want this to end. I want my schooling days in RP to end. FAST. I really see no point in studying anymore. I cannot cope with RP nonsense already.

Update:
I need you.

25th November.

2011-11-25T04:40:00.000-08:00

I know I said this for quite some time already but really,
you're the first for me to love so much and so comfortably.

22nd November.

2011-11-22T05:27:00.000-08:00

How I wish, I can be a better man for her.
I'm like the most boring boyfriend ahhhhhh.

19th November.

2011-11-18T16:49:00.000-08:00

I need us to stay forever.
You're the sweetest girl, that I have ever met.
Be mine, always.
I hope I am worthy enough for you.

Don't worry about impressing me, you already did(:
Don't worry if we are together too fast, you need me and I need you, I love you and you love me, isn't that what matters the most?
We'll show others that we are meant to be, alright?
I want to spend the days, talking about random stuffs with you.

Hope that you won't have any doubts about us anymore.

16th November

2011-11-16T17:26:00.001-08:00

I miss you so badly. Very bad.

15th November 2011

2011-11-15T05:56:00.001-08:00

Hold on for another two days.

I love you.
I miss you.
I need you.
Please get better.
I want to hold you tight, in my arms.
:)

12th Nov 2011 - Update

2011-11-12T02:01:00.000-08:00

I'll leave the past behind and start anew. Shining with confidence, the path is straight up.
I love her. I really do.

It really is the first for me to hold such strong feelings for someone whom I got together with and now its the 12th day together, officially. It really is refreshing. It helps me clear my mind and tells me that the future will be okay. I don't have to be lonely anymore. We both may have similar personalities, behaviours, interests and possibly a little bit of our background but when we found each other, I just accept for who she is. I respect her of being herself whenever she's with me. No pretending shits or whatever. I like this honest relationship. It motivates me to work harder for it.

Well Hana, there are more surprises waiting to be unfold. Wait for me!

All the hugs, kisses and love you've given me, I thank you.
You love an imperfect person, perfectly.

1/5/2010

2010-04-30T19:46:00.000-07:00

I will let the pictures do the talk :D

AND DARLING MADE THIS :D

E37G ! 17/4/2010 !

2010-04-16T21:38:00.000-07:00

YO PEOPLE ! 2ND POST IN A DAY !
Well, its about the class I was in for the past two days !
( Thursday and Friday )

Well, ITS CHAOTIC (Y) in a good way :D

Hmm, I know Jermin, Congrong, Fadilah, Joanne, Zak, Putera , Liyana, Tim, Mariya, Phoedra and other people whom i don't know how to spell. However, those are the people I talked to for the two days (:

But with just that, we are all damn freaking high ! WOO!

Thursday was Enterprise Skills. The facilitator is really damn freaking boring ! But well, she's old ( to me ). ahahahaha. Learnt about personalities and behavior mostly there. I kind of understand. But the time to prepare for the powerpoint slide is really really very little ! FIRST DAY DO PRESENTATION, what thaaaaaa fuckkkkk. OH, and I sat with Dilah, Jermin, Joanne and Congrong !

hahahaha. Friday was SCIENCE ! LEARNT ABOUT BLOOOD ! SAT WITH TIM,PHOEDRA,LIYANA AND MARIYA. Ohyea, Mariya fell off a chair too. How nice (: . Webcam with SL MAMA. Made alot of stupid faces and even Mariya laughed from a glance of it. hahhahaha. We are a great team and very chaotic one. Very fun to work with ! hahaha. And Mariya still doesn't admit that MJ is dead. Well, he's a sleeping prince for her to kiss to be awake. errrrrr, okay... :X

At the end of the module, we walk around and joke too. CHAK CHAK CHAK and I got the name of cicakman. HAHAHAHA. DILAH CICAKWOMAN. hahahhaa. DAM, seriously, can cry over there from laughter.

It was only the 2nd day of school and its this much fun. COME ON E37G ! Lets not be like other classes that we saw. They all so quiet ! We are noisy ! More FUN ! WOO!

DON'T FORGET TO TA PAO ALSO ! (:

WOO ! 17/4/10

2010-04-16T21:20:00.000-07:00

* AHEM *
HELLO PEOPLE ! YEA! ITS ALIVE !
THE BLOG IS ALIVE ! HURRAY !

okay, as you can see from the pictures up there. Its from MY ORIENTATION from 12 to 14 april! WOO !
SAS OI ! SAS OI ! SAS SAP SAP OI !
hahahaha. hyper huh ? of course lah !

TEAM24 ! wooooooooo !
got girl want pull my leg hair.
got girl want to steal my phone.
got girl want to pour water all over me.
got girl want to flatten me.
got girl want to make me shut up
got girl made me as SYAH BOY.
got guy made me started talking
got guy went high with me
got guy shake our asses together
got guy demo stuff tgt

NICE HUH ! :D

Shout shout shout.
Scream scream scream.
Dance dance dance.
What else to say?
OHyea, HYPER HYPER HYPER ! WOO!

Wonderful People, United Team, Fantastic School !
Now, that is MyRp.

ohhh ! maybe I become those Student Leaders next year ! Like you know, volunteers to be leaders for the orientation / camp. Example are the two in black. VALERIE jie and PEARLY mama ~ HAHHAAH.

Let's keep the fire going !

[24/01/10] : DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN.

2010-01-28T09:44:00.000-08:00

Oh Hello People Reading My Blog.
Congrats to Those Whoever is Reading this Because I Am Updating My Blog.
Isn't It Great ?

Oh yea, I have been posted to Republic Polytechnic , Pharmaceutical Sciences. Its a good course, I want to learn more. Not thinking of any appeals for any other course. I am satisfied with what I get. Ohyeah~

Since I am updating my blog now, I should start off with whatever I had in mind right such as NewYearResolutions, Determinations, Hopes and Downfalls.

So for now,
NewYearResolutions ;
- Got into a Polytechnic ( CHECKED , REPUBLIC )
- Satisfied with my course ( CHECKED , PHARMACEUTICAL SCIENCES )
- Make new friends in the school ( Whhhaaaat ? )
- JOB ( LAZY )
- PASS all the modules. ( WOOO )
- JOB ( whaaaaatt ? ohya, LAZY .)
- Happy School Life ( Awesome )

That settles it !

Ohya, Congrats to Farhan for getting into his course. Long hair and sideburn, and already got girlfriend whom he just knew for less than 4hours in the ITE (: . HAHAHA.

RUFUS, aka CC aka CHIA CHIN AH ! :D. Go to RP with me alright. Together with the other 2009's Sec5 RP students. LOL. My class should be near to yours, so you will hear me shouting, " SUCKWAY! HE GOT GAAAS! "

Yeap, that is what I want to say to them. Whether its seriously or just joking, you know what I mean ^^.

Ahh, you. The girl. That I never fail to sms every night to take care of yourself the next day in school. Ya you, the one that injured her knees and like the Brunei guys and gotten your phone confiscated too. You know who cause probably I may ask you to see my blog :P . AHAHA. OHYA, And its girl, not guy ( srry han and cc. :P ) HAHHA.

Back to topic, YEAH, I never fail to text you every night ranging from ( 2am to 5am ). You can consider it as morning but its night to me, too bad . As I was saying, I am pretty LOST, you know. Lost in where, lost in my head. HAHHA. Seriously, im lost in my own mind :D. If you don't know why, I hate you. You know why, then I love you more. LOL. The answer ah, is very simple, you don't need to think, it is only ONE WORD :D. I repeat , one word :D.

Well, yeah. That is all I have to say. I'm sorry for being sooooo , >> CRAPPY << (:

[ 12/12/09 ] What?

2009-12-12T00:29:00.000-08:00

Rawr. Its been such a long time since i blog. LOL. Well, let me start from beginning. Err, from wherever I am able to remember :X.

Ohyeah! Prom Night! It was awesome! Once you see lots of your own schoolmates wearing their formal outfit, you will get a different impression out of them. A mature one , indeed (:. Pictures are at Facebook. If you are allowed to go to Prom and you're indecisive, I advise you to go! One Night Of Fun. You shouldn't miss it ^^.

However, it didn't turn out good like it was supposed to because the pictures in the camera turned out to be corrupted. In other words, we can no longer use that picture or even se eit in the camera ): . So devastating. RAWR.

Anyway, the Olvls results will be out in about a month. Come on! I wanna get my score, badly. RAWR.

Ohya, I didn't really find a job now. Too lazy , I guess. HAH, but I will soon get one before January. ^^ , I cant be lazy forever ^^.

So for now, enjoy your holidays before your school starts (: *ohyeah!*

18/11/09, Dreams.

2009-11-18T00:19:00.000-08:00

Spent the whole morning playing Exteel(1-2am) and watched anime(2-6am). Then off to bed. Slept really good although it was 6+ in the morning. But regarding with the title, its killing me.

For a dream to last 3hours, there are three scenarios. Only the third scenario was quite a fun one. The first was romantic but the second was devastating. Only the first and second linked with each other but not the third.

To see a girl cry no matter whether in dreams,imagination or reality, they will leave an impact regardless of how big and how small they are. Tsk, I lost myself in this haze of confusion. The only question I am seeking for, why must she be involved in that stupid dream. Tsk. Shucks :/

Currently, the rain suits my mood now as it starts pouring down now. I cant get rid of that scene from the dream == . fuck it.

Its been a long time since I last saw you, but that dream broke that record.

17/11/09

2009-11-17T05:53:00.000-08:00

OHYEAH!:X

Today was a tiring day. First of all, Charina and Kehui couldn't make it but its okay~ Planned to meet Weikai at 12pm. But met up with him at 12.32pm == LOL. 76-ed to amk~

Went to find Weikai's type. Didn't know that he is a choosy type of person. LOL, he took a short time to look at the shop and walk off. Wow, better than i expected. But still, he don't want to lend me $10 just to buy a top that I like ): . In the end, I bought other kind of top.

Aiyo, WEIKAI! T.T I want to smack you. ROAR.

Ohyeah, Im still sick ~

IM BACK, BLOGGER!

2009-11-16T06:36:00.000-08:00

16/11/09

IM BACK to blogger!

HOPEFULLY there is no other problems in blogger. I've put up a notice in my tumblr blogsite. Im lazy to go to each and everyone's blog and ask them to re-link me. They can just ask me through msn.

NOTE : If your link is not down, please tell me. Cause I lost some of them :P

HEHE, I am going to buy my Top for Prom tomorrow with Wei Kai and Charina :D. Kehui may join in too. ANDDD I will be going to ECP on wednesday with the gang :D. WOO! Such high-ness!~

Olvl is done and over. Thank god! Now I've been staying up late playing games. If I am able to reply any of you back in msn, there is a possibility that I was on my anime marathon :P. NYEHEHEHEHE!

On further note, feel free to tag. But don't be a nameless dog, thanks.

2009-09-17T15:27:00.000-07:00

18/09/09

O.O, it seems that my blogger is working again O.O wow.

LOL! Its so weird x.x

I'll be using both tumblr and blogger. (:

will be updated again~ !

HEY ALL

2009-08-15T00:47:00.000-07:00

MOVING TO TUMBLR !

relink me (:
http://syaah-.tumblr.com/

:D

2009-08-07T07:01:00.000-07:00

07/08/09

HEY PEOPLE!

yesterday was the 6th of august, my birthday (: and yeah, A LOT of you spammed my phone with the wishes. I THANK YOU (:

HOWEVER, school for that day was a bore. Oh well, it is school ~ .

Today ( 7 of Aug ) , Bowen Sec celebrated NATIONAL DAY~ WOOO* -.- . LOL. 5A1 is the class which won first for our Merlion! The model in the Merlion outfit is WEIKAI! *clapclap*

After school, went out with Tyler and Kehui. Slack around and some primary school malay girl ( which reminds me of my secondary school ex ) kept on looking and passing by us. Damn it, such a crazy and noisy bunch -.-

Went to find Annabel, Phoebe and Jasmine at AngMoKio Hub with Kehui. Slacked around and I found a hat that i really admire! Oh My GEEE.

After that, we went for movie at Jubilee! The movie = UP ! Its so dam freaking hilariousssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. *^^* Zombie-ed back home afterwards.

CURRENTLY (9.58PM) , VALERIE ask me to UPDATE. so she's gonna help me chg the fonts and all. Thank her ! (:

03/08/09

2009-08-03T07:26:00.000-07:00

its the 3rd of august.
03/08/09. my blogger is still defective -.-

well, i have no choice but to tolerate this "irritatingness".

In every CCA,every seniors have to pass out one day and every juniors will shine one day. It had happen for the first time in BOWEN CABIN. My batch, who are the sec5s consists of currently 4 sec5 seniors in that CCA. We stood and fought the bad times in CABIN together. We are the ultimate pioneers in the CCA that had tolerated every crap and bullshit asses that disrespect the CCA and even visited our CABIN for 3 years. On the behalf of the sec4&5 seniors of CABIN, I would like to say that we would like to see every individual in the CCA to shine and lead. You don't have to be a LEADER to LEAD people. You are your OWN leader. Lead yourself to a brighter path.

Well, the sec4&5 seniors stood tall and strong through every activities and projects that kept us busy. Now is the juniors turn.

On the 31st of July, the cabin had organised a camp for some members and the seniors were invited for the farewell dinner. Since we are informed to come for dinner, WE came for dinner :P . However, we found out that we are able to stay overnight with the seniors. WTF. Called mum and she approved it (: ohyeah!. Went back home to get my belongings to sleep overnight. However, i was chased by a dog -.- imagine being chased by a dog after dinner time -.-

We had some night games that were very interesting. Tyler and me decided to pull a prank and started to scare every single JUNIORS+TEACHERS. by then, the other seniors who are unable to stay , went back home. oh well.

It was midnight and we went sent off to sleep. Guys sleep in the Cabada Lounge. Girls sleep in the Cabin. Teachers sleep in the I-room. 5seniors including me didnt sleep and hang around the sch :P SO EERIE! we went to sleep like around 5am and woke up at 7am the next day >_<

SO ENERGETIC the next morning, believe that? I even led the cabin for a jog around the sch :P YOU CANT CATCH ME ~ had breakfast and went for games and dismissal. but ,

this is just a brief description+summary that happened during the camp. Since I was pestered by a handful lot of people , repeatedly asking me to blog. WELL, here it is! UPDATED! :P

OHYEAH, 3 MORE DAYS !

2009-07-20T04:48:00.000-07:00

20/07/09

B-I-G B-A-N-G ! :D

wondering what i was doing during the weekends that caused me to fall sick even today? CHALET!(: actually its a resort that has a free entry to the swimming pool and the gym. Spas and massage centre are for members. There are also KTV and pool there. WOw the babes O.O =x . hehe

it was a 2D1N stay. BORING uh? yeah. Spent the first day , swimming+bbq. I banged my head onto the wall in the pool ): wth sia. i cant see! from 3+ till 8+ since it was raining. Non-stop swimming and eating (:. Caught the cold and got feverish afterwards. SO, i slept -.-

The 2nd day, we spent the morning by swimming again. Ate something light before it. How does it feel to have fought with someone that is almost the same size as you and one of you fell into the water instead. Well, its great! cause the one that fell into the water wasn't me (:. too bad ! We went for lunch during the afternoon and went back home. Have to finish up the homeworks ):

Unfortunately, i was sick today and i visited the doctor ~ I was their 52nd visitor! omg >_< and there were more coming.
and here i AM !

Just wtf is wrong with my blogger -.-

2009-07-07T16:47:00.000-07:00

08/07/09

ytd was sent back home from school. IM SiCK, that is the reason. stupid flu. ah, my nose ):

sent back home , wearing that idiotic mask but took it out along the way. It is so mortifying -.- went back home with dad and napped for 2hours ? went audi after that and send sis to school.

Megan from bishan want me to eat her spaghetti. oh mann. so met her around in the evening. SEE THE PHOTO ABOVE ? thats the spagetti. so I tried that spaghetti that has a pungent aroma coming out of it. I rather have the Lemon Tea and mentos :D . I was shocked on how badly the spaghetti taste. maybe it expired from afternoon ^^ but anyway STUPID F&N TEACHER ): tummy ache ): .

sent her to her tuition and 76-ed back home. Bought a $1 icecream under the block. VANILLA!(: went back home and audi-ed awhile. got dizzier by the minute and knocked out soon after.

Today, going to sch ? yeap.

GUYS OWNED!(:

2009-06-30T06:16:00.000-07:00

30/06/09

Its the 2nd day of the week after sch reopens. These two days are very slacking. Spent the Social Studies lessons for ytd and today by watcching BEE movie (: . Chem in the lab today was fun too ^^

Here are some Youtube videos which I found funny and hilarious. I love these guys. (:

- You're the living nightmare in my eyes.

2009-06-26T17:11:00.000-07:00

27/06/09

TWO more days to school reopens. im feeling soooooooooo lazy ): . RAWR.

Planned to blog about my cousin whom I met ytd, but im not in a very good mood. so i'll just upload it here and he's one pain in the butt for his elder sister. LOL

last night was terrible. its just like insomnia >_<

BABY SIS (:

(*reminds me of ira*) LOL

Thats the cousin of mine, who is trying his disturb his sister by calling out my name

Lil sis + Lil cousin (^^).

- ): R.I.P Micheal Jackson.

- Your actions are enough to express that there wasn't an (us) to begin with. So just take your pity, sorrow and arrogance along with you. I wont turn back, till you show me that you have changed for the better.

2009-06-20T23:38:00.000-07:00

21/06/09

its father's day alright ! . watch this video ^^

2009-06-19T01:36:00.000-07:00

19/06/09

spending the june holidays with studies, studies and studies. what more ? for olvls -.- yeah yeah, olvls bullshit -.-

im here to settle some things -.- its very disturbing. but you will know now that i wont be here for you anymore. i wont be contacting you. you will not see me again. you will not be able to feel my presence. cause for now, there is no us. you had a choice. you've decided. im just following. this is my goodbye to you.

OHYEAH! (:

2009-06-12T03:01:00.000-07:00

12/06/09

DONT THINK TOO MUCH!

had completely and awesome time at east coast park (: though MANY cannot make it. the main entertainment came ^^ and thats the 4 of us who came >__<.

had lunch at BK. Blythe treated us ^^ =x Blythe and Joey camwhored. Biked to Mac to withdraw money. Saw Fiz and Nad. HELLO! =x then biked all the way to the main hangout we slack for snacks. Blythe treated us again -.- & she keep eat and eat . still so skinny >_<>

Returned the bike and bus-ed back home. Back so pain. Omg.

2009-06-09T21:32:00.000-07:00

10/06/09

OMG! WEIKAI!

FINALLY, its the end of the extened programme during june holidays. School ended at 10.30am today :D. School was so slacking today !

Reached school at about 8.20am, was supposed to be in the Humanities Homeroom by 8am. Purposely came late for school cause of its test! However, Kehui came in at 9am :X. In the end, we didn't have any tests -.- It is more like a pop quiz and debating session. Not bad, the most fun I've had in any Social Studies lesson (:

Went for Physics in the Science Homeroom at 9.30am. Went through our homework which I didn't bother to do. Didn't get scolded anyway (: . We crapped along with Ms Chua while going through our homework.

Out of school : 10.40am (:

Super Slack can!. Spent like 2hours and 20minutes in school and back home. But morning before 8.20am, was absolutely fun ! Believe it (:

2009-06-09T02:20:00.000-07:00

09/06/09

TODAY!~ first of all, happy 10months annivesary to Hafiz&Nad! gogogogo! you guys can work it out! i believe in the two of you for i am not a threat ^^ . HWAITING!~
* Nad, there is no sarcasm about this anw. hoho *

erm, kay, back to me(:
had SocialStudies in the Humanities Homeroom. did perspective essay under the given time limit ! hehe, i got my boost !

had Maths in the Maths Homeroom. Did taxation and income tax. Covered through it last year, and its still fresh! hoho .

after recess, had Chem in the lab. experiments was superb! & saw someone that i didn't get to see for a long time. its gooood to see you again (: hoho.

after practicals in the lab, we had physics in the Science Homeroom, Miss Chua ruined my hair. However, my hair still stay in place ^^. hoho. She tried to ruin it again, and it went back to its original position. too bad for you Miss Chua! && we watched happy feeet. so cute! the lessons behind it is to never give up. We are different in many ways. Even though we failed before, we can excel with much hard work and perserverance. So JIAYOU for ALL those who are taking the Olvl and the Nlvl (: . WE CAN DO IT!

Amaths, was supposed to be in the Maths Homeroom But 4A1 took it ): . hohoho. but its okay, we had lots of time in the aircon rooms today ^^ . Went through Kinematics today, manageable for now ^^.

Went back home, and here i am !
And i so dunwanna go to school tomorrow . Social studies test tmr ! ):

2009-06-05T18:19:00.000-07:00

06/06/09

BOOM BABY! its the weeeeekends!

school will end at 10th June. hoho! finally! i need a break. just a short short one. maybe 2 to 3days? then continue back to studying ): . The O's , zzzz, is getting closer. Everyone in the sec4 and sec5 streams are facing their challenge together at the end of the year. Most will do their best, while a small minority will be slacking. No, i wont be one of the slackers. A step forward to my career, towards a brighter future. I will do my best.

- the Olvls sprint -

2009-06-02T00:18:00.000-07:00

02/06/09

HOHO, you're bald!

yesterday, the schools islandwide sat for their Olvl mother tongue paper. guess, its alrite. easier than expected. but careless mistakes always lie in easy paper the most. so will most probably wont have a high grade. will be deciding to be dropping the subject after knowing how high i have achieved (:

today, school was a bored. reported to school at 8am, had english lesson. *yawn. Chemistry lesson , in the lab. fun ^^. Mr Lo looks somehow pleasant today -.- . One of the best teachers i would like to listen to while doing an experiment or practical, he's very straightforward ^^. Next we had maths at 2E1 classroom. omg, mrs cheng was killing us -.-

tomorrow, will be having english prelim oral in the hall , 10.30am to 12.30pm. Will be tested by Mrs You MEE Chooooooo. Hoho, will be making her laugh ^^. After that, the cabin will be going to a childrens' home at south view ( chua chu kang area ). its gonna be hitting me real hard tomorrow. but no matter, i'll entertain them as one of the emcees! =D.

be prepared~

2009-05-30T20:07:00.000-07:00

31/05/09

been sick the whole day yesterday. weak, tired and yet trying to focus on my malay. I have to get at least a B4. I have to at least try.

when we're sick and feeling weak, the only thing we can do is to get some rest. And sometimes you fell asleep. Fallen asleep for 5 times ytd ^^ . LOL. regret sleeping for one of it.

1st june approaching very soon. Its just tomorrow! omg, the pressure. the stress. eeeeeeeeeeeeeee, and the illness im suffering =x oh dammit. just what the fuck.

it was just a dream, syah.

it doesn't matter anymore.

she's long gone.

it doesn't matter what we have done in the past.

i've regretted it, and hate that dream.

the dream from my past.

it visualises my efforts and devastation.

2009-05-29T17:36:00.000-07:00

30/05/09

1st june is on its way!. Omg, olvl malay paper. dead dead dead, eeeeeeeeeee.

Currently loving the song [ Don't trust me - 3OH!3] =D
~Shush girl, shut your lips.
Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips
I said shush girl, shut your lips.
Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips
I said shush girl, shut your lips.
Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips
She wants to touch me, woo ooh
She wants to love me, woo ooh
She'll never leave me woo ooh, woo ooh, ooh ooh
Don't trust a ho, never trust a ho
Won't trust a ho 'cause the ho wont trust me~

Its making me addicted to it :3 . hehehe.

Yesterday, 29/05/09, received my report book back at 3+ with my dad. It was the most comfortable MPS I have ever sat for in my life ^^ . & I spent the whoooooole damn night sneezing . Suffering from headaches + fever. wtf ~ . Can't even have my peaceful sleep. Sheeeesh, woo ooh.

& baka, don't worry .

2009-05-26T16:30:00.000-07:00

27/05/09

I am up early in the morning to make a post. HAH, the reason why is because i kept thinking of it last night. Well, the upper sec had assembly at the hall and we have presentation from the Singapore Poly. The volunteer from the Polytechnic came to us and informed us about the criteria and the new courses. What shocked me was that I saw [ Applied Drama And Psychology ]

That's the course I want! I've made my decision ^^. After looking through what I will be learning if I took up that course, I realised there is no Amaths unlike other courses. Well, duh, drama has nth to do with Amaths, but I got marketing ~ hehe.~

meow

2009-05-26T03:45:00.000-07:00

26/05/09

anybody saw a difference of my appearance ? hahh. no fringe =D. Its been so hot nowadays and holidays are here, I rather cut my fringe. Heh, I shaped my hair into a mohawk. Small small and just nice ^^. Not caught for haircheck cause i flatten it ^^. Mr Chan was shocked I got away from the haircheck that the Upper Sec faced. =P

CANDID! =x

sleeeep ~

Alright. The upper sec are facing their Olvl Mother Tongue Paper in less than a week. Goood Luck all =D, I need it badly .

Don't worry baka wine, we'll be fine. There won't be any troubles surfacing between me and you. The "bakaship" will be safe ^^ .

2009-05-23T07:17:00.000-07:00

23/05/09

lets just ignore my previous post, watch this ^^

tulibu dibu douchoo ~

wahahaha

2009-05-22T21:05:00.000-07:00

23/05/09

To the person who thinks that she knows all about me : THINK AGAIN. This isn't what I asked for. So what if I turned out to be this way. So what if my posts are all like this. My crap, my bullshit, none of your fucking business. Don't you dare claim that you know me best, cause you don't. So for what fuck you want to judge me. This isn't what i asked for, so it is none of your business. FUTHERMORE, I am not emo , please -.- . I don't even act like one. I don't even refer myself as one. Don't jump into conclusions , please. I hate emo =.=

Get your own life , bug sucker. This is how I live my life. I am mending my ways. You got no right to force or criticise me.

Wow, lol. By the way Ira, I am feeling better. There is no need to worry. I am alright now. You know me (:

2009-05-21T02:30:00.000-07:00

21/05/09

a sudden hit was inflicted.
a scar that was so nostalgic.
a tragedy from the past.
the impact of the situation.
the truth behind it all.
why do i even stay behind and supported you.
its those three words i kept saying to you.
but now, i dont know whats left.

im lost in a daze, i dont know what is going on.

its been so long, since i've seen your face.trying to be strong.but the strength i had is washing away.

2009-05-17T19:47:00.000-07:00

18/05/09

hehe, 17/05/09, went out to ecp
made new friends.had a very fun time
.went out at 9.30am, came back at 10.30pm
a fun full day at ecp and a great nite at Parkway.

thx to the uncle who treated us to mac which costs like at least $70
haha, thats what we get for letting him play with us (:

played captain's ball barefooted and the ground was a bit muddy
but it doesnt hurt to get dirty rite ? (:
played volleyball too while waiting for the rest to arrive.

haha, went for cycling and was searching for someone named nicholas.
that guy, we took like 2hrs on bike to find him.
and he was walking -.-

went for arcade and found out that the lan was closed ): .
sad thing ): .

haha decided to slack more ,
so we went to Parkway for dinner and pool =D

and bus-ed all the way back home.
yeah, and my legs are cramping -.-

hehe, was highh.
very very high.
and slept at 1am.
now i feel like puking =x

i wonder, why i still miss you.

2009-05-16T14:19:00.000-07:00

16/05/09

its 17/05/09 and now its 5:17am.
why am i here? im writing about ytd (:

yeah, ytd 16/05/09if you're still with me,

it would have been our 2nd month

but yeaaaaaah, we know the reason.

ytd went to singapore flyer ! =D

hahahaha. im so lazy to elaborate and didnt take much pic.

im still so lazy =D

17/05/09, will be going out as early as 9am?

going out to ecp with shaun,guanhua,tyler and other of shaun's friends.

lets enjoy later =D

pic2 : the live manu vs arsenal telecast.
pic3: bigbig table soccer.

pic4: 1/4 of the new ndp stadium built!

pic5: dad and baby sis =D

2009-05-15T00:31:00.000-07:00

15/05/09

something's been bugging me lately,
but shall not jump into conclusions.

yeah!, finally mye is over.goooooooood.
however, im fluking it though

gonna start revision soon
starting to be serious.
no more slacking off.
prelims, here i come,
im gonna do it better

Olvl malay is coming soon,
i've gotta work hard.
im gonna achieve my best i can.
it doesnt matter whether i fail,
just as long my effort can be seen.

~

today, phy was a bummer.
wtf its talking about -.-
suddenly im like flunking on my best sub -.-

completed amaths in about an hours time.
LOL!, and drew on a paper for another hour
ya, i know im flunking it,but i can't be helped.
i just dont understand.
whats more confusing is what i drew.
just why the fuck i have to draw it =.=
my guess, im missing her =/

2009-05-13T01:52:00.000-07:00

13/05/09

it was a fine morning.
went to school with a fainting smile.
walked to school with a friend on coincidence.

haha, okay.science was alright !
maths was alright !
i just know that there are careless mistakes.
but it doesn't matter.

tomorrow , i will be having Maths Paper2 and Chem paper.

you shut me out, you left me hanging.
I moved on and walked away.
You saw me with someone else,and you insulted me cause of it.
WTF do you want from me.
YOU want me to LEAVE YOU.I LEFT, and you CRITICISE me.
WTF -.-

2009-05-11T07:37:00.000-07:00

11/05/09

LOL!, im only here to do a short post.

im bullying people in audition ?

no lo!, i never bully ):

i got lucky only (:

HAHA

will be busy tutoring a special someone (:

2009-05-09T23:20:00.000-07:00

10/05/09

HEY HEY HEY, HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY. lol
i've got 3days left to mug before going to sch on tues for exams.lol, what to do. im lazy to study.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

it looks like i've made the right choice

i am just a fake to you.

you took me in, tore me apart and left me hanging.

and now you're going nuts.

i can't believe you.

i can't even trust you anymore.

i was such a fool to even stay.

i can't help you anymore.

its you, your doing.

you're too stubborn to be bothered.

I shouldn't love you but i want to

I just can't turn away

I shouldn't see you but I can't move

I can't look away

She left me hangin' by a thread again

I stood there waiting like a fool for her

I never dreamt that I'd be in this place

But here I am all alone.

however, it doesn't matter now.

cause i don't know you like i did before.

you, i can't do it anymore.

2009-05-08T02:44:00.000-07:00

08/05/09

i've been a fool, yeah i know.
i messed the whole thing up.

okay, today we had our Geog and Amaths paper.
whats surprising is that i can do geog =D.
but the amaths, i may flunk?
idk, i was in a half-sleeping situation which makes me unable to tink.
but well, its over.

whats more over is that, the past behind us.
got to know that i was nothing else to her.
was just being used , was just another victim ?
idk.

whats more crucial that began hitting me is that,
i was even unable to help her.
that sucks.

everything's gonna be alright.
be strong, believe.
either way, i can't seem to trust them anymore.

2009-05-06T19:07:00.000-07:00

07/05/09

yeah, im sick.
im at home. been sneezing arond with my head swinging.
my migraine, is back ?

planning to study for tmr's exam.
so i'll end here.will be going to the docs soon as promised (:

2009-05-05T02:38:00.000-07:00

05/05/09

currently listening to insomnia =/ .

today is such a great day eventhough with its ups and downs.
met with faz and show her my class photo.
went up to class and was reminded about the quarrel, oh jeez.
walked lazily down to the foyer for temperature taking as i didnt bring my thermomether.
im just too lazy to find.
had no assembly, settled down in my seat and listened to my songs.

maths class, was a bore.everything was a re-cap.
We had listening compre during malay class.
had our MYE results back for malay.
Paper1, i passed. Paper2, flunked =/
as usual, malay teacher gave us a motivating speech.
yeah, we know, we shouldnt give up.
1st june, Olvl Malay paper.

after recess, was chemistry.again, it was re-cap. about periodic table.
kay, its getting more manageable.
get my head in the table =D.

woo, afterwards was english!
we completely had fun.
had " Don't forget the Lyrics " challenge.
The main purpose for it was to make us use our brains to find the lyrics.
its for our good as it boosts our inferential skills.
it helps =D.
and and! , i sang through it all ! except for [ Mercy - Duffy ]

hehe, well. had some ups and downs.
and i bought my thermomether. $4.20? -.-

2009-05-04T05:01:00.000-07:00

04/05/09

woo! no assembly!

didn't remind myself to bring thermomether but who cares?

anw, went to school under my umbrella ~
was wanting to offer our own bowenian whether she wants the umbrella,
but she quickly walked away.
oh well, nadhira say i look evil. ):

my shoe was so wet!, dam irritating feeling.
felt like taking it out and throw it in the bin!
but nah, i can't =X .

took our temperature and we had our amaths lesson afterwards.
it was awesome for once =D.
haha, i understand it finally (: .
Physical Education wasn't much fun.
We played our own games , so me,Ivan,Tyler and Robin play badminton.
lol. so tired and still play, oh well.
was damn high anw!
sry faz, didnt shout at you back.
next time? (:haha.

social studies in science homeroom.
cold and bored with lectures.
& for english lesson!, we played a game!
and i was Christiano Ronaldo.
LOL!. WTF.

went back home and settled down.
although i may look fine, there's something bottled up in me.
i just can't say it out.its too tight. im still unsure of what it is.
but what i do now, it means trouble.
just wtf?

Facebook.

2009-05-02T23:07:00.000-07:00

03/05/09

officially created my very own facebook profile !
omg, hahaha. im so late.

but comparing it to friendster,
facebook is much more better,
considering that it doesnt lag and simple.
but, im still bored. haha.

currently waiting for the private server to be up.
stupid hacker came back -.-
zzz , want hack? go hack real server la.
dumbass.

MYE has officially started,
and i cant find my groove to study.
haha, no reason actually.
im just lazy and sick.
my migraine is back, oh geez.

i may not be going to school on monday or tuesday.
or maybe on thursday(ss paper) ^^.
haha, can claim mc for it =D
omg social studies, its bullshit. bullcrap. full of shitload.

just now in audi, had two rounds of club with annabel.
haha, im so noob =D.
anw, here's the picture.
only took one, since i was going off at that moment of time.=x.

MAY UPDATE
-Going Far East for clothes.
-Going for haircut.
-Study hard for Olvl Malay paper.
-2.4km run, less than 10min.

~ well, thats all for now.
my mind is now fresh, maybe off to studies ?
haha, i dont tink so.
anything, ring me up =D

OMG

2009-05-01T19:21:00.000-07:00

02/05/09

wth, i was talking in my sleep.
hahahahaha.
feeling very high while talking in my sleep.
hahahaha. =x

MYE is here,
MT and ENG exams are over.
having the mindset that i did well.
but not too well.
hahahaha.

but its alright yeah,
cause the past is the past.
i can still improve on my stuides.

i shall emerge victorious.
i shall go to polytechnic.
i shall, i will. i have to.

=D

these days, having fun scolding ppl in robin's private server.
hahahaha, what to do ?
scolding them is for their own good.
if not, they will be banned.
they dun listen, then dun lo.
ban then not my problem =D

edited @ 9:25pm

im continue-ing audi for the meantime.hahas

2009-04-25T09:43:00.000-07:00

26/04/09

its 12:20am currently.
back from playing Robin's private server .

currently, i cant sleep.
still thinking,still wondering.

why? idk.
the feelings are still present, i guess.
but fading? im sure.

feeling a bit better,
but surely not so good.

i can't face things straight as i used to do.
im not so optimistic like i used to be.
im not that regular joking kind of guy.

i tend to put on a long face nowadays.
i tend to change my point of view quickly.
i tend to pick up fights recently.
im starting to lose myself.

argh, what to do ?
i can't control myself anymore.

yeah, i can be alright.
and the next second, i can fall down to the ground.

sorry peeps, i can't promise you that i'll be alright.
but i can say, i'll try.

i'll try my best to forget.
i'll try my best to change back.

i'll just have to accept the previous month's joy and happiness

as a pouch full of lies..

i'll just have to accept the previous month's tolerance and endurance

as a caution for me, nvr to step into a such one-sided love relationship.

im sorry.

im sorry friends.

im sorry for making you all worry.

2009-04-21T03:38:00.000-07:00

21/04/09

update.
the removal of it in my blog.
says it all.
dont ask me why.

what's left for the rose

2009-04-20T14:46:00.000-07:00

21/04/09

whats left for the rose
is when it is going to whither.
everything's down, everything's gone.
the life for that rose will eventually end.

yeah, a lil something by a huge someone.
not by me , of course.

im in a dilemma.
im in confusion.
im losing myself.
i dont know...

totally spacing out in class,
not knowing whats happening.
wondering about someting i care dearly,
that could end easily.

no.. i dont want it to.

imy <3

2009-04-16T06:57:00.000-07:00

16/04/09

*NOTE : the following sentence is not for boasting =D

HAPPY FIRST MNTH-SARY BABY !

-happy birthday Salimah (16/04)

-Nadhira > thx for motivating me to hold on (:

2009-04-11T01:11:00.000-07:00

11/04/09

again, hais.
just feeling sth aint right.
but well, when the time is right or approaching,
i will reveal.

hmm, this week has been very lonely.
lets skip it.

monday, napfa test. did 4/5 stations.
did sit&reach,pull-up,shuttle run and sit ups.
hahaha, 5points each =D
sit&reach got 50 =D
pull-up, 9 =D
shuttle run, 9.8sec =(
sit ups, stopped at 49 =X

hahaha. tues went out to find darl's present.
but not enough $$ ): .

amaths, getting the hang of it.
malay, getting better.

wed, total boredom.
felt like wanting to faint.

thurs, had sports day.
again, total boredom.
went out with Muhd and Kevin to hougang mall after that.
hahahaha, played at playgrnd =D.
ehhh, funnn ehhhhhhhhhhh.
did pull-ups. well, they did. not me =x
went home like 9pm+.
reached back home, no scolding =D

so next week monday, im meeting her.
hope things turn out alright.
i really do hope so.

ily, baby...

updated@6.13pm

im holding onto it.

im holding onto it tightly.

i dont want to let it go.

i dont want it to disappear from my reach.

i dont want to lose you again.

but now, things are getting more worse.

i know now that we, our bond, is very fragile.

but no, i dont want to give up.

i know we can, we can strengthen it, baby.

dont be scared alright?

2009-04-09T20:26:00.000-07:00

10/04/09

ohh, what a " GOOD " friday today have been -.-
im so pissed.

everyone's having problems.
my peeps, my family and specially darl.
its less than a week to our first month.

i dont know what to say,
im feeling emotionally weak right now.
i cant think straight, i tend to be clumsy nowadays.
now im having a bad feeling of sth, and it doesnt fail me.
but i know, im not the one to start it.
cause i wouldnt want it to happen.

hear me out, i dont want to lose you.

imy, baby darl.

2009-03-31T04:44:00.000-07:00

31/03/09

went out with malay class on saturday for a musical at victoria theatre.
oh dammit, the musical was so touching.
yah, i admit, im sentimental.
why? cause i cried thrice.
omg. LOL.

after that went to play pool and ate at BK.
LOL. slack around and came back like 10pm =D

kay, back to sch, check out the results of my 4x100m relay run.
omg, 9th position out of 15.
hahahaha, wasnt the best result and not the last =D
LOL, a few more 0.4sec and our class would be 8th and will be qualified for finals.
omg. haha. wad a waste?

hehe, and one more thing.
the movie ' coming soon ' , scary.
dammit, NC16. hahahaha. im 17! =D

i'll end here.
but i'll say, i love you baby.
im here for you.
and even though i may have been tolerating your attitude,
i will not leave you cause of it.

so see ya readers!

its aprilfools day tmr!

2009-03-27T19:31:00.000-07:00

28/03/09

woo , the whole week is a mess!
haha.

well, monday,
nothing extraordinary happen.

tuesday, sports day heats 1!
haha, ran my 200m. came in 3rd place.
sucky.
but kok kiat, you did great!, eventhough you came in last.
but congrats for having the guts to run! =P

wednesday,
trouble in the CABIN.
chem practical experiment, cool =D

thursday, sports day heats 2!
i was so called ' disqualified ' from high jump.
ran 4x100m with Tyler,Tong Sheng and Muhd.
1st runner - Tyler
2nd runner - Muhd
3rd runner - Tong Sheng
4th runner - ME!

haha, my knee was in a bad situation.but i still ran.
the race started and Tyler got into 3rd position,
passed to Muhd and Muhd maintain that position.
After Muhd passed the baton to Tong Sheng,
Tong Sheng was blocked and meanwhile, others caught up to him and overtook him.
Tong Sheng came in last and passed the baton to me.
ran as fast as i could despite my knee injury,
overtaking 5A2's Yusran near the end, was the best of my result.

hehe, at least not last! hehe.

friday, Muhd didnt came to sch
.so i was alone for Maths.
hahaha, then sat with Wei Kai for Geog.
and sat with Priya for Eng.
haha, friday's a bore.

come on Monday!, even if i hate you.
i want PE!.
NAPFA test , NAPFA test , NAPFA test!.
i will emerge victorious! =P

oh yaaa, DARL! ily =D

2009-03-18T18:19:00.000-07:00

19/03/09

=X

ytd woke up and went to sch.
suppose to meet Muhd under my blk at 9.50
and he came at 10.02am haha
.oh well, late for class , late lo.

went to sch, and saw Malay teacher walking into sch,
hhahaha, we not late ahh ^^.

she teach from 10am to 1pm
she ordered pizza and we continue our lesson till 2.30pm.
so lesson was like 10am to 2.30pm,
feels like time is on our side, moving fast.
hahaha.

didnt go home straight away.
accompanied Muhd to buy chapteh.
hahaha, bought a big and a small chapteh.
why? he wants me to play.

LOL, im a noob,my first time playing.
but getting the hang of it =D

darl ; imy!

2009-03-17T17:11:00.000-07:00

18/03/09

this post is for 16/03/09
hahhahaha, cause i havent post abt anything that happen on that day.

went for the customer service workshop at the cabin at 9am.
but before that, I met with Tyler to go running!
run where?
run outside school for 2rounds -.-
and the results, 5to6min for that 2rounds.
Tyler was breathing hard, so yeah, i stop at the 2nd round.

hahaha, 5min of simply jogging that 2rounds,
you gotta be kidding me.
hahahahahaha, maybe i'll do it for my 2.4km run?
since 2rounds will be like 5min,
3rounds can be like 9min. hehehe.

ya la people, i know i am slow.
but come on, i have an injury on my knee.
and i wasnt suppose to run -.-

haha, went for the customer service,well its boring la.
but we got outside sch people.
3 bishan park girls.
tyler and i got injured.
my lj, pitiful.
tyler's back, aww.
cause of who?
cause of that Megan from Bisah Park.

She's a Russian but studying in Singapore.
and her 3rd language is Chinese.
hahaha, she's like a boy.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

kay lets talk about the present.

today i got MT class at 10am.

my homeworks, glad to say that i have completed it.

except for amaths, *claps*

hahahahaha, later i'll do it.

today, baby's going KL. tsktsktsk.l

eave me sia. LOL.

nvm, waiting for her return.

dont worry babe, i'll take care of my health

*coughcough*hahahahha.

well, have a good day folks!bye!

2009-03-16T17:16:00.000-07:00

17/03/09

woooo, this is my 100th post!
LOL, of course la its so lil.
i have not been updating here and there right. =x

all i can say, she stood by me.
she is there for me, and still here now.
she can still joke during crisis.
she cheer me up, whenever im down.
she's my motivation.

therefore 160309 <3 =D. hahaha.
i'll edit more about it later =D

2009-03-15T16:25:00.000-07:00

16/03/09

march holiday!. what a bore.
this post is the shortest so far.

i'll be leaving for my cca in about a few minutes.
all i can just say,im having doubts and confused feelings.

i cant face problems normally like i used to.
but,

gogo 5A1!

2009-03-13T00:17:00.000-07:00

13/03/09

friday the 13th! LOL
.nahh, no such things as bad luck.
its just coincidence =D.

gave choc to raihan.
girl, dont be upset.
im here, even as your friend.
if its gone, then its gone.
move on, just like me. =D

woo, haha.
okay, today at 6pm, gonna go and take my results slip.
ah, my parents dont need to come =D.

update? what to update?everyday is the same.
oohhh ya!,
wednesday at chem lab.my experiment exploded =x.
LOL, Mr Lo didnt scold me =D ^^
haha, it wasnt on purpose.

next week is the march holiday =D.
will be going to hougang stadium to run =D
caussssse. i took part for sports day!.
my last year, and i just want the participation points, not intending to win.
hahaha.

took up 4x100 relay run, 200m sprint and high jump.
LOL, got sabotage to go for high jump.
oh well, its my last year, i gotta enjoy =D

2009-03-05T23:07:00.000-08:00

06/03/09

oh fuck.i failed my exam =.=

English - A2
Maths - A1
Comb. Science - A1
Comb. Humanities - C6
Amaths - Ungraded ( worser than F9 )
Malay - F9

Total L1R2B2 = 19
i need 5passes ( no F9,E8,D7 ) just to make it for Poly.

so the aftermath, i failed the exam.
next week friday, Meet The Parents Section.

great fuck. this is a nightmare.
its gonna be a torture.

The three distinctions i scored, isnt gonna cover my failures.
im dead. dead piece of crap.

2009-02-28T01:47:00.000-08:00

28/02/09

heyyy all!today im online! ( for a short while )
okay. today went to westwood for it's cabin launchthe performances, is splendid.well done and creative.

okay, after that, went out withSyahirah!, Junhao, Shahmi, Hafiz, Tyler, Kehui and one more guy =xhaha. had lots of fun.
but tyler and kehui left.so we all just go on having fun.

its been a long time since i've seen my beloved sis, ira =D
haha, its 2009, and its better than 2008.

yeah!, at woodlands, counsel on of my friends, hafiz.and while i was counselling him, i thought back,
* hey, im talking about myself, my problems too in some sort*so why not, i go on
take my newly created advice.

yeah, and to her ah. i dont care about you.

and sis, imy =D

2009-02-21T00:33:00.000-08:00

21/02/09

heeyyya readers !sorry for the absence , comp was totally spoilt
but hey, i dont care.
im gonna find a day to update all crap i wanna write.
but hey, im busy preparing my common tests next week.
and hell no, im not gonna fail myself .
im gonna do well. im ignoring those who are bothering me.

those asses arent important.i like my life, you dunnid to change it.
_!_ yeah?

friends, i love you guys =D.
thank you guys for cheering me up.
and yah, i moved on. i dont care.seen me crazy and retarded lately?
im hyped up! WAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.
who says i have to be hyped up oni in relationship?
im already hyperrrr =D
wahahhahahahah.

see ya later guys =D

2009-02-12T02:34:00.000-08:00

12/02/09

todayyyyy. wow, the canteen is not so packed as it used to be for recess.
hahahahahahaha.

okayy, muhd messed up my hair.
but not bad la. anything will do.
i dont care about my looks.
hahahaha.

even farid dont even care how high my mohawk goes =D

maths, revise revise revise.
phy and eng, sian sian sian.
recess, yum!.
ss, sitting down like a politician =D.
cme, snooze =x
lunch, see magic by robin.
amaths, nerrrrd.

hahaha, thats the summary of the day.
and aftersch , checked out cabin.
but had nth of interest in it, so went back home

on the way back home, met with my ex-pri schoolmates.
wow, they were the olvl graduates,
and here i am, an olvl student.
hahaha.

had fun with them, eventhough they were drinking =x
i dont care, they were my pals.
just talk and hang around, no harm done.

thats about for today?
boring much.

rabiaaaaaaaaaa !, get better soon okay. =D

gogo, 5A1 ! (: .

2009-02-11T02:52:00.000-08:00

11/02/09

today? who cares!.
hahahaha. kay, crazy =D

1st lesson was english.
miss chua lost her wallet!,
aiya fake laaa =x
she still can smile sia!.
rofl, crocodile tears much.

2nd lesson was Mr Lo's chem,
he take Mrs Yong lessons instead as she was sick and didnt come to sch.
so yeah, teach and teach, and i understand !
=DDD.

3rd lesson was Maths by Mrs Cheng -.-
and cookiemonster sms me! =D.
hahaha, during test and sms like no one's business.

4th lesson, Mrs Yong's SS,
but she didnt came to sch, so its free period!
slacccck =x

had lunch, went to cabin.
collect Nlvl original certificate.
feeling the happiness that i felt when the results are released.
hahaha, whats the point?
its now worthless as im gonna have my Olvl cert next year!
=DDD

after school, had afternoon lessons.
physics, slacking again!.
then go to cabin afterwards. and slack again.

basically, today felt no stress.

gogo 5A1! =D

2009-02-10T05:08:00.000-08:00

10/02/09

bah, yeah.

today ah, nth much.
slackslackslack under pressure by teachers. =D

i got over her so yeah. shut it.

forehead feels so exposed >_< ,
but refreshed =D.

looking forward to the cabin grand opening in westwood
which is on 28feb. haha.
see my old camp mates.

come on tsavorite!, be there!.
hahahaha, this monkey is waiting,
yeah, waiiiiiiiiiiiiiting.

rofl, will be hanging out with them sooner or later.
dont care. =x .

addicted to my blog song,
saves me from reality =D.

well now, reality talk.
- amaths, wtf im learning?
- maths, confusion much?
- malay, holding onto the slippery grip.
- english, manageable.
- phy/chem, can ba
- ss/geog, working harder!

phew, working hard.
not only on studies, but also cca.
up till april then the seniors will stand down.

gogo 5A1!

2009-02-09T02:59:00.000-08:00

09/02/09

I don't care what you think,

As long as it's about me

The best of us can find happiness

In misery

tmr concert for FOB! i so wanna go !

too bad still schooling.
if im not schooling, im so there =D .

yeah! i dont care!
to you, to me. you're already gone.
i dont care now.

listening to headbanging songs and strumming the guitar,
will be enough to satisfy my day.
so yeah, tried a new hairstyle.
totally cut off my fringe, no more the longest >_<
its the shortest, so why not i just bring it up to the chicken hair ? =D
hahaha, its not cool. but its cooling ! =x

hahahhaha, still ppl say i emo.
but thx la for noticing it, but im changing.
i dont care ! =x

but yeah, i dont lie.
i really miss her.
but yeah, its over.
she's already gone.

2009-02-08T02:50:00.000-08:00

08/02/09

yoyoyoyo, been inactive lately.
yeah, com was spoilt.

so for the past few hours today since morning,
been strumming my friend's guitar as he lend it to me
actually he's hiding it from his parents =x
so yeah, been strumming it and let my mind wonder.
and let my memories reply.

been thinking alot lately, and what his me is that
why have been i like this ?

i mean, she's just a person.
no need to bother much about her.
since the break up, between us was just silence.
well, let it be.
i dun care, i dun wan to be strong anymore.

im giving myself up, i cant do it anymore.
i cant focus on my studies since the breakup
but yeah, im not blaming the break up

however, feeling sad and studying.
it cant belong together.
well, heck care.
i dun wanna make the first move.

hmm, friday [ 06/02/09 ]
cross country!, dissapointing win much.
haha, not much effort to begin with, but enjoyed =D

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

song from david archuleta,

it really suits me now
see ya folks!

and to whoever the unknown person is,
why dun you just reveal your name -.-

2009-01-31T03:42:00.000-08:00

31/01/09

okay, today we had C.I.P
went to meet tyler at around 9.30 ,
and went off to Kou Chuan Presbyterian Sec Sch for the start of the C.I.P

urgh, so slow. so dam long.
waited for like an hour and started the whole thing.

was grouped with Tyler,Weikai,Nadia,Shawn,Muhd,Jackson and Shijing.
haha, the jokers =D
thx to them , the whole day was better and filled with joy.

so yeah, after the C.I.P , went to find imah at her shop.
no business haha, too bad.
she help me with malay homework composition as i was very weak in it.
and she went crazy with it . haha

the gentle breeze blew pass my face and the scenery at the school backgate,
memories started flowing in my mind and it feels nostalgic.
even if im sad cause of what has happen, im not giving up.

yes, im not giving up on my studies.
im giving up in relationships.
for this year, studies studies studies.
but do i have the face to see you?
i dont think i do. hais.

well, let it be.
i wont force myself what i cant do.
im a noob, im a loser, im a sucker.

so yeah, i appreciate one and all for your advices.
but it doesnt mean i will implement on it.
i will go my way, which was discussed with my other friends.

i will go and study.
change my character and personality.
change my looks figure.
so when i come back for my Olvls result next year, im gonna look different than now.

yeap, thats about it.

even if i miss you, i wont be back on my knees.

2009-01-28T04:13:00.000-08:00

28/01/09

hais, whats happening now ?
tomorrow... hais.
something's bad gonna occur,
i can feel it.

and yah,

baby, i love you.

2009-01-25T03:12:00.000-08:00

25/01/09

things happened lately recently are uncalled for.

well, yeah. everyone's having a hard time.
they got their problems, their burdens.
and im not here saying who and why.

friends, what is that word meant actually ?
it could be that they are the people who share the same common interests.
they could be the people who brighten up your day.
they could also be the ones who quarrel with you.
however with every struggle, with every problem,
in the end, it creates a bigger bond.

take me and shaun for example.
we fought for quite a number of times.
over this and that and almost quite alot of times.
with our sarcasm, with our criticism.
but in the end, we stood up and claimed to be the best of bros.

every problem that surfaces ,
its a fight to resolve it.

yeah, to whoever who is reading this,
you know what im reffering to.
and even if its just sarcasm or criticism,
you also did it to me, but did i care or surface it ?
no, i dont.

we are human beings, no one's perfect.
we just have to accept it.
& shaun ah, sorry i write your name uh ^^ LOL

so yeah, its either you try resolve,
or dont care about it.

Baby, I love you <3.

2009-01-22T01:38:00.000-08:00

22/01/09

today uh, fringe itching my eye.
LOL, gonna cut it. now is not the time to rebond it.

maths lessons, still a bore.
but today was much more pathetic.
that mrs cheng took like an hour to go through 2questions -.-
tyler and i was like staring into the board , puzzled . LOL

next was physics and english, was awesome ! =D
recess time, didnt eat, only talk around.
walk pass baby's class !
then go toilet, then walk pass it again !
haha, so chaotic and the class was like in half and theres an old teacher in there.
so yeah, im guessing its D&T and the teacher didnt came
haha, had fun ? LOL

went crazy sms-ing baby =DDDDDDDD !

then went for geography lessons.
sheeeesh, mrs yong changed our seating arrangements and i sit beside Shiva !
urgh, that smell. i cant take it. i wanna puke.

afterwards was CME at the hall.
was bore-ing. BORING. =x
afternoon lessons, had amaths test.
im flunking it ! =D flunk! flunk! flunk!.
well, i didnt study. =D

no cabin! so went home =x
awww, baby's having band.
you can do it for tmr's performance ! =D

I Love You , Baby <3!

2009-01-21T02:44:00.000-08:00

21/01/09

today , slack ^_^.

went to school at around 9am,
saw Yasmin and she say my " perfume " is " smelly ".
its for guys' laaaa.

anw, went to find darling at her classroom, but i came late >_<
haha, talk abit and went off for my class.
crazy ervin saw me LOL.

English, not bad. ^_^.
Social Studies, slack ^_^.
Maths, boring.
Did like 5 questions in a row while mrs cheng explaining a simple question. =_=
and eventually finished the whole paper after she explained 3questions fully.
Chemistry, Mr LO didnt came ^_^.
MCQ, easy ! =D
had lunch and wore Muhd's bag.
suits me ^_^, i want that baaaaaaaaaaaaaaag =x. haha
then physics, supposed to end class at 3.30pm
but we finished the topic in like less than an hour and dismissed! ^_^

tiring part is helping out at the cabin.
the sec1s, omg. dam dam dam kiddies. LOL.
pfft, hard to even control them -.-
anw, after the whole thing,
i was being candid >_<

eeeee, LOL. and framed them of taking pic of my lj. LOL
hahahahahahahaha, =x.
sheeesh, that two horny girls . tsktsktsk.

went back home and kept thinking, my prepaid is $0.00 and i can reply msg O_O

Baby, I Love You.

2009-01-20T03:09:00.000-08:00

20/01/09

one word that summaries the whole day " demoralise "
=_=||

after assembly, the vice-principal came to talk to the sec5s.
5A1 & 5A2 .
zzz, he came and give us his shitty face =.=
saying that we are not ready for the Olvls.
OF COURSE LA DAMMIT, its only the first month of the year -.-
and so what if last year's batch of sec5 did poorly and below the national average.
cause the previous batch of sec5 and this year's are so different .
pfft, and still you came and ask whether we have made the right choice to stay in sec5.
oh dam, we are here, what else you wanna say . dammit.
and even told us we can go to ite before its too late.
pfft, demoralisation much.i might go to ite...

after that was maths -.- zzz another demoralisation.
and afterwards was malay, finally.
went on to the boisterous canteen for recess.
tried out the skinny jeans that jennifer help me bought and yeah, i payed her back already.
thx =D.
urgh, after recess was chemistry.
but not bad la.
and came english, a bore.

no afternoon lessons.
went cabin and slack around.
bought items for tomorrow's event and it cost around $40 -.-
zzz, went back to school and saw the rehearsel for friday's performance.
robin did magic trick! its so fascinating to the eyes of the audience. ^_^
and part of the performance, there's a song " its my life" and a group of student acting it out.
more like acting the lip-singing. zzzz.

waited and waited at the canteen.
so lonely, and in the end, didnt meet and went home.
kana caught by farid for shoe -.-

Demoralise,

unsatisfied,

thoughts with doubts.

what is gonna happen next.

Love you, baby.

2009-01-17T04:18:00.000-08:00

17/01/09

HELLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
=X.

For all the viewers out there, as you can see, i've changed my blogskin!.
hahas, MUSIC IS LIFE. yeahh ^^
With the song, [ Light On - David COok ] (:

yeahh. today, is just another ordinary day .
as usual, im sick. -.-
my old peeps told me the reason why that im feeling cold and sick most of the times.
and their reason was that i stopped smoking -.-
dumb reason much?
tsk, im not withdrawing myself back to smoking.
not now, not ever.

in the evening, had to went out and bought the cat litter.
which is as heavy as 10kg. haha.
10kg, is nothing. the problem is the plastic bag.
ouch, it blistered my fingers. diao T_T

okayyy, about yesterday.
lessons are a bore.
mrs cheng's classes, as usual. i dont understand a single thing.
_!_ to her.
after school, went back home. too tired to even stand for prayers.
rested awhile and bathed then made my way to school to find the two cullens of mine.
hahas, gave them support as they went for drama.

& i left with jeremy&jenson to hougang point for lunch.

*stomach grumbling*

ate with them at KFC, *burp*.
walked around and bought something for baby ^^

went back to school and waited for baby's CCA to end.
hahas, joke around and got ' threatenend ' by my cullens T_T
hahaha, its all for her babe. i understand =x
sent back to the busstop and chat for more like 30min with all the bus driving pass.

hahaha. yeahh.

& went back home feeling sick. having the feeling that i was gonna vomit. haha =x

well yeah, here i am. still sick and cold.

baby, i love you <3.

~

2009-01-15T02:24:00.000-08:00

15/01/09

weeeeeeeeeeeee. so high ^^
hehe.

met dar at the parade sq at where her class is suppose to sit.
so yeah, her class are one pack of jokers.
cool man. haha
zahirah come and earthquakeee ~ nooo. LOL
kayy, thats mean =x

yeah, so in school. first lesson was mrs cheng
maths, oh dam.
its like from easyeasy, she turn the whole table round and its hard
she is the one confusing us -.-
shit la, i want mrs iszal back
HOD of maths mrs cheng, teach like shit like that -.-

after that was 4periods with miss chua,
2 of it was Physics. & the other two is English.
okayy, getting the hang of it.
and disturb tyler with singing ~ haha

recess ah, so siannnnnnnnn.
so pack like madcowsssssssssssss

after that was geog.
okayy, i felt like a nerd.
paying 100% attention ! =x
and disturb tyler once again with,
" HOWDY Y'ALL! " and " YEAH! " & one more " WADS UP DOG "
and its in texas accent. hahahahahahaha. its cool!
learnt it from baby and her babes =D

thats during geog and CE, disturb around.
tyler, rabia, kok kiat, dominic, joshua, gautham and azrina were the victims.
LOL

hehe, then here comes amaths.
i did my homework! finally =x
understand the whole dam thing and went on " HOWDY! " at tyler. LOL

went over to cabin, slackslack.
saw dar and her babes came in. haha
yayy ^^. =x

hehe, sent her home and ^^
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. LOL
=DDDDDDDDDDD
*shhhh, you and i know only, baby =D *

baby, i love you

=D

2009-01-14T03:40:00.000-08:00

14/01/09

wow, haha where should i start?
aiya, lets just say afterschool, hanged out with my baby and her babes
hahas.

monday , nothing really special happened in school.
only that we had individual photo taking.
its like, yeahhh man. hilarious!. wahahahaha . & i got 2nd for 2.4run! =D

dam joshua overtake me at the last lap near the gate, ahhh T_T

hmm, tuesday ~
hugged her ^^ yeahhhhh (:
hahaha,though, im sorry for being quiet.
im like a stone there. LOL

wednesday O.O,
haha, grats to vanezza for getting into drama.
hmm, failed myself again ):, noooooooo
dude, come on ! you can do it.
yeahhhh ! hahaha !

ahhhhh, lessons are tough.
i cant cope -.-
fuck la can.
shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit.
only getting the hang of sS, geog, amaths and chem.
for others like emaths, phy and ohno eng.
those 3 are like my strongest and what happen?
down the drain, FUCK la, ccb.
whats going on with me .

oohhh yaaaa, disturb tyler for whole 3 days straight.
hahahahahahahahahaha, dude, you deserve it =D

baby, i love you ~

xD

2009-01-10T16:29:00.000-08:00

11/01/09

kay, lets start the post with ytd!
LOL, okay, ytd 10/01/09
decided to go to Nanyang Poly with Muhd.
but went to ronald hse and play ps2.
brought his psp along to paragon with him.
he bought his air tickets and he's flying off on the 21st jan.
and he's coming back like 21st dec.

aww, sad to see you leave ? haha
5years of friendship, so much we cherish and all the jokes we shared.
haha, okayy.
took mrt to yio chu kang.
and tried to find nanyang poly.
and found it LOL, needa walk longlong.

kayy, after that, went to amk.
and eat pizza hut.
LOL, im a freeloader ^^,
they pay =D LOL

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

okayyy, now for the real thing.
at my previous post, i've written person1 and person2.
so yeah. that person2, is my superstar.
she's maryam AKA BAKA EMILAYYE =D. haha.

so yeah 11/01/09.
asked her after i woke up.
so stinkystinky also go and ask.
hahaha.

so yeah, im happy.
very happy =D.
glad to be able to move on.
glad to know she's there for me =D

i've gotta start saving $$ ):

♥EMILAYYE(:

~

2009-01-09T06:26:00.000-08:00

09/01/09

O_O, ahh FRIDAY!
LOL. okayyyy. lesson lesson lesson recess then free period .
LOL, okayyyy

after sch went cca carnival.
ankle giving me problems, but walk properly
but thx for the highcut shoe for the support

hmm, have been called baka for like more than 20times.
its quite happy ah. LOL , dunno why.

hmm. stand infront of the booth and being a retard
watch the band performance.
it is and will always be dam awesome.
haha

emilayye stand infront me T_T
i watching dunno what thingy and she cover me.
ahya, sit down and pull her leg. LOL
and she scream LOL
hahahaha
and she kick me *ouch

ROFL, well yeah. watch the dancers perform.
its excellent guys.
dam nice. =D

and didnt know we got 2 new cabin members LOL =x

so yeah, at home, tired.
feel like sleeping but i cant.
kept on thinking today.

somehow waiting for person1 to talk to me. eventhough its impossible.
person2, well, dun have her number. cant sms her. oni can call her baka.
well, thats the oni 2 ppl thats on my mind.
and kinda troubled by other females. -.-

~

2009-01-05T02:38:00.000-08:00

05/01/09

yeah, 2nd day of sch.
had a hard time sleeping.

so yeah, went to sch with this so called decent hair
haha, the fringe is not decent =D
LOL, covering eye, itchy.

anw, saw muhd with high cut shoes.
hahas, influence him =D
and he got a nice pair.

so yeah, 1st period was amaths with our form teacher.
studies for amaths, so far so good.
got to know more about my form teacher, Mr Ng.
he's tall, taller than guanhua
he's very skinny.
skinnier than me i think =x LOL
and yah, he's soft-spoken.
but good.

after that, pe.
didnt change and go for it.
in the end did chin-up
aiya, no kick. LOL
starting cannot jump so what =D.

after that was recess, blabla.
didnt eat. was saving money.

and soon came socialstudies.
haha, its quiz O_O.
team up with tyler,weikai,dom,kok kiat , ervin and gautham.
haha, fun fun. and went high . LOL
as usual, the class was making jokes.

and then its english !
yes! miss chua!
hahas, its good to know she's teaching us for phy also
she's a great teacher.
and yeah, and fun time joking around like old times.

lol, and and and ?
=x
afternoon class, malay
with yanti
wtf laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa T_T
dun wan her. so strict -.-
and the class was silent at first
but yeah, make jokes again LOL

and went for cabin. with ideas of improvement to the cabin
and well, its approved =D
hahaha, and got to know that we can be the vonlunteers for the upcoming camp
thats nice. for once we are in charge =D

yeah, this is a new year,
i have my aims. i have my plans.

first of my aims.
-save every schoolday money $$
-treat zubaidah that starbucks.
-eat at that sakura buffet.
-get distinctions unexpectedly through hardwork.
-thats about it =D

=D

2009-01-02T23:49:00.000-08:00

03/01/09

well, yeah, starting from 01/01/09
happy new year =D

okay, 02/01/09
first day of school
okay, different hairstyle, highcut shoes, zinc bag, tapped pants, and tucked out shirt
LOL, thats what my teacher say about me.
a sec5 look different from his sec4 looks ?
nahh, i dun believe her. =D

hahas, so yeah, that 1st day od school,
made me the first to get caught from my class
thx to tyler =x

so yeah, got out with a warning
and had to cut my hair during the weekends.
maybe tmr ? hahas

got to know that our form teacher was sick
and so was the co-form
hahas, such a pity.

hais, how to start a monday with 4periods of amaths in the early morning.
waaaaaaaaaakaooooooooooo ehhhhhhhh
lol, nvm, and after that is PE ?
but monday is tieday -.-
wth la can.
but nvm, afternoon lesson on monday is malay.
haha, which means Mr Ismail will be taking us =D
and which means i can skip =x LOL
nahhhh, im a goodboy =D

so yeah, the class looks smaller but the jokes are still alive =D

~

2008-12-30T18:32:00.000-08:00

31/12/08

2009 is at our footstep O_O
okayy, ytd went to buy books.
office woke me up at 9am ):
went to buy books at 1pm .

on the way to sch, saw Azrina LOL
her hair seems shorter O_O LOL
at sch,
met with Naveen, Farhan, Bahri, Ridzuan and Sufian.

bought the books except for maths =D LOL
and went back home, so yeah ytd nth much happen.

today ah, expecting nth much to happen.
in 2days time, will be back in sch
will be called as a sec5 student yeah ?
hahaha

sec5 = Olvls.
study study study.
hahaha, well its no joke.

next year, will be the most senior in the school.
though i dont look like one. haha
aiming high points for Olvl
aim to study everyday.
and will put an effort to turn over a new leaf.

im sorry dina, i cant get back to you.
i cant, i shouldnt, i must not .
sorry for the three other girls that i've rejected recently ?
haha, went harsh on them. so yeah, apologies.

hope 2009 is a better year.
different than 2008, better than 2008
i hope so.

sorry .

2008-12-28T06:58:00.000-08:00

28/12/08

sorry, the relationship, is over.
nah, not cause of me, not cause of you.

its just that 2009, i want to put aside relationships.
and yeah, my mum found out that i have a girlfriend and freak out
cause its like, next year is my Olvl, and im having a girlfriend
she's crazy.

but anw, im sorry, hope you find another guy.

yeah, today went out to buy stationaries
and yeah, tried a new look =D
comb fringe to the right, and spiky ~
shirt, tucked in at the front,
tapped pants and high cut
top to bottom, black
hahahaha, scared a few mats away ? =D
Hahahahahaha

and home i am =D

stupid blog.

2008-12-25T18:56:00.001-08:00

25/12/08

okays, this blog is getting on my nerve.
there has been problems here and there
but this is a new skin.
so yeah, viewers, if theres any problems,
let me know.

but if its what im saying in the blog,
dont try to ask me to change it.
fuck you.

so yeah, its christmas
not the best.
fighting at home, seems a normal routine.
well, one more week till school reopens?
yeahhh, sec5 dude.

so yeah, spent the night,
spamming emilayye
hahahahahahhaha

with love,

2008-12-24T22:01:00.000-08:00

24/12/08

now, our story begins =D
24.12.08 =D

~~ as the memories passed by

2008-12-22T22:44:00.000-08:00

23/12/08

ahh~, yesterday went to east coast

$15 for 4hours blading. LOL
sorry baka teh, paid for me =D

hahaha, dragged almost everyone down cause im the slowest T_T
im a noob in blading laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
next time see me in bike, you all eat my dust.
wahahahahhahahaha.

had fun by the beach,
hearing the crashing oceans.
and didnt get too high.

too tired due to the blades. hahaha.
im a nooooooooooooooob =D

hahahaha, heck,
returned the blades and went gift exchange.
ROFL, i got a monkey thingy T_T
nah, gave it to someone else, LITTLE MISS STUBBORN aka MOsquito. =D

went to the beach, and saw a nice scenery.
but its pitiful that i didnt have someone to enjoy it with. haha
with the sounds of the crashing waves,
and the memories passing by.
it all went blur.
i couldnt take it anymore.

after that followed them to arcade,
saw them playplay and pity shaun, his maximum tune upgraded
more like downgraded. lousier graphic.
awww, shaun. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

hahaha, went to play jungle O.O,
still lost in the 1st round, too tired la =x
85% couple rating with shaun! LOL
the machine says " Destined to be lovers! "
LOL, COME SHAUN COMECOME. LOL!

hahas, went to watch the girls play ddr and basketball
stole some ball and play with it.
and popped a balloon ROFL.

hmm, went down to play truth or dare. LOL
being a joker and a monkey as usual there =DD
then went back home at 11pm+

yeahh, this is most probably the last time that we'll be seeing each other.
i'll be going sec5.
shaun is going to shatec.
guanhua , meiying and yaoli going for ite.

well,tyler, i didnt ps you HOR!.

and shaun, dont forget me HOR!.

one day go out, bring your gf, and i'll bring mine! =D

lies?

2008-12-21T18:51:00.000-08:00

22/12/08

tell me, he deserve your love?
i dont know what he do or have that makes you go for him.
but is he worth the waiting?

well, i dont know.
i want to be there for you, you know.

what you've said in the past, that you love me
that you will not let me go.
that you miss me deeply, badly.
that im one in a million.
that im a prince charming thats better.
i wonder , if all that are lies.

please tell me, issit?
you know who you are, dont come and ask me who.
the words that are in red , are the hints.
you should know who.

well, we used to make poems, right?
and all that promises, issit just for fun?

im still stupid and waiting for you.

girl, i cant move on.
eventhough my endurance is strong.
my love for you, is stronger.

screaming my lungs out.

2008-12-21T08:29:00.000-08:00

21/12/08

ii, really dunno what am i going through
i just know she treated me as a nobody.
yeah, A NOBODY.

her love for me was a lie.
she took my love and throw it all away.
but now for me, i'll play pretend.
never letting her know.
and when she knows, its gameover.

whenever i took a peek in her blog.
and whenever i see her face.
my heart melted, wishing that im back by your side.
but wishes?, i dont think it will come true.

this 2008, has been terrible for me.
i hope 2009 will be better.

furthermore, im letting my foot down,
i wont be so kind anymore.
taking advantage on me? , aint gonna happen again.

for what i know, my heart wants her back.
no, its not a want. its a need.
oh dam, of all that has happen.
even if you have hurt me so much,
i still need you back.

oh, why am i so fucking stupid. -.-
im on my knees, and im crawling back to you.
but you just dont know.

but yeah, shaun and salimah knows who. thx besties =D

ahhhh choooooooo

2008-12-20T00:33:00.000-08:00

20/12/08

well, this post is for 19/12/08

hmm, decided for sec5.

well, im still sick. hahas

sent siblings to care centre as they organise duck tour for them.
okays, sent them. and got the com all to myself.
but no game, so sian loh.

hmm, at 5.30pm went to take them.
was wearing full black,
black hat, black vest, black shirt,black pants, black slippers
but my back hair was dyed thick brown =D

hahas,
but saw a fat lil mat kicking my bro -.-
then went in there and stare back at him.
then he ran away. -.- diao

fuck him la, nxt year sec1 NIA.
and dare come bully my bro
if nxt year , you made it into my school.
you're gonna regret it.

so yeah, im still sick.
and didnt go for my night classes,
but burnt midnight oil.
hahahaha

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~```

now its 20/12/08 =D

studied all the way from 12am to 3am O_O.
wow, eventhough its still holiday
and its the longest i took to study ever.
well, improvements =D
pat on your back dude, you deserve it.

so im down with one more chapter for geog
as i studied 2chapters at night.
hahahaha, well, im still sick.
i should be sleeping.

and yeah, i think i grow taller but skinnier-.-
diao.

found a advertisement of a booklet kind.
and saw the zen stone with built-in speakers and have a memory of 2gb, worth of $69.
sheeeeeeeeesh, i want!!!, FUCK sia, no money.

nvm, wait for nxt year pcshow =D

~~~

2008-12-18T18:07:00.000-08:00

18/12/08

hmm, today getting my NLVL RESULTS.
wooooo.
was all nervous, but clamed myself down.

met with indah and walk to sch together
she made me nervoooous all the way to school, sheeesh.
then sat at the hall and listen to the principal talk.
saying 5ppl should retain, OMG.
was scared ah

but when the time comes, im not one of them =D
hmm, the results ?
i got 8points ):

nooooooooo.
haha, my eng, so sai ):
BUT, i passed malay and amaths =D
weeeee, B4 for malay, C5 for amaths ~
haha, didnt study for those 2 >.<>

went to eat with muhd, nadia,kevin and bookaman.
and went back home.

so, sec5 here i come ;/

sometimes i think i should go back to you,
but sometimes, i should not.
im so lost, so confused.
but i've made my mind.
i wanna move on, you're not my only one.
im so sorry but i love you.
i dont think you do, from the start.